I have come downstairs after spending the whole night up in the den getting high.  I took a shower at midnight while coming down from a mild weed high.  I went eat and then went upstairs and smoked some of my 12X Salvia Divinorum for the first time to test it.  I took four hard and fast tokes.  IT WORKS!

I seem to have hit the same level as the first time at my friend’s apartment just over a year ago.  Once again I was having trouble seeing myself as some separate conscious, experiencing great difficulty in referring to myself as “I”, although this effect was not so pronounced as that first time.  In fact, experiencing this particular experience was very gentle compared to the first.  Maybe it is because I had some idea of what to expect this time around.  I can’t believe how easily I came down from it this time.  It has been one hour since I came down enough to move around and think again, and I don’t feel so shattered like that first time.  But still, I didn’t have experiences like others have had.  It seemed more like a replay of the first.  No wild visions, no astral travel, no talking to aliens.  I can’t help but wonder if I was not hitting the highest Salvia level, which means that even the first time was less than the top level.  I think I will experiment again soon and see if I can get higher.

If there was something different this time, it was the realization that I am a consciousness having an experience.  This life is my experience.  It is unique in the universe.  I seem to have been given a shot in the arm, reinforcing what I experienced on weed watching Robert Anton Wilson’s Maybe Logic DVD some days ago.  I wonder if these recent weed-DVD memories triggered the Salvia experience to be the way it was?  I would think it is different every time.  Maybe I unconsciously made it similar to the first, so it wouldn’t shock me?  I should experiment with it somehow to see how I could alter the experience.  I think I was at less than a level 5, maybe just grazing the bottom of level 5.

My god, salvia is weird.  It is such a strange experience, even if it has the underlying quality of a rerun.  Future experiments are needed.

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