LOSING ONE’S ATTRACTIONS AND ATTACHMENTS TO SENSATION
I think the reason I am feeling less and less sensations with activities that used to generate such incredible sensations before the Kundalini rise is tied to what Peniel wrote from the CLO library scriptures. Specifically, I mean the teaching that when we fell, it was because of the SENSATIONS that we experienced as we fell that trapped us all. It is the SENSATIONS that attracted us and trapped us here.
I think the reason I am feeling less and less sensations is because I really have hit a high level of attainment and as such, I feel less sensations. In fact, for a long time, I have been feeling less and less attraction to many things that cause sensations. Smoking used to be so incredible. Now I don’t do it anymore. I don’t think I could if I tried. Even an orgasm feels like just another moment in the day during which I am conscious the whole time, as if it is nothing but a mild distraction to ordinary consciousness. Incredible.
I remember that Peniel wrote that the only way to exist properly here in this plane was to maintain a Unity Consciousness while existing here. This, I intuit, is tied to the loss of attractions to sensations. To be able to do anything, with no attraction to it, with no attachment to it, just as Babaji wrote. To simply be “this thing…doing…that thing” and nothing more.
This plane is a dream. The process of waking up from the dream entails the loss of attractive attachments to all things here. It is our attachments to this plane of attractions that causes loss of consciousness itself, loss of Oneness itself because of the distraction that attracts our attention to something outside of ourselves in this plane.
