THE LOVE YOU TAKE IS EQUAL TO THE LOVE YOU MAKE
It is a joy to give the joy one receives from god. The feelings experienced after a super meditation are a result of the interaction of the polar opposites of male and female energy, the delicious sexual interaction of the Spirit and the Soul. Perhaps it is only natural to want to give forth the bliss one feels. But if the ego is not totally under control, it is likely to exert its influence and convince the still unperfected soul that it must go find someone who has been selfishly loved in the past and try to pass on the newly felt meditation-caused bliss. It is natural to want to give forth these blissful energies to someone beloved. If no particular person is available, then give to all. If no ONE is available to love and serve, then “Love All and Serve All”, as artist Peter Max said on Larry King live one night, quoting an Eastern spiritual teacher whose name escapes me.
“Love them” by giving them space to find themselves, judging not anything about them, for that is condemnation disguised as a form of criticism and is an action of the ego. You have no right to condemn any save your own students, if you have any, for they ask you to do so. Condemn your own ignorant actions. Rebuke your own ego. You can do this not by taking negative actions against your ego, because that will only feed it. Instead, feed your Higher Self with positive actions and Soul-calming meditation.
“Serve them” by just doing what it is you are meant to do, what excites and inspires you. Rest assured that the inspired work you do will be of benefit to someone at some point. It is none of your concern exactly how that happens, nor is it any concern of yours if your work will be misused or abused in some way. One need not worry about the stupid freewill choices that others make in regards to your karma work that you offer as a sacrifice to all beings. Misunderstanding is the “name of the game” so to speak. You are not obliged to save everyone. Just do your part to offer your footprints for others to follow.