I have made the connection between the hermetic spiritual way that human love relationships should work and the way a neophyte must raise himself up spiritually as it pertains to the relationship between his spirit and soul.  This comes as a bit of a shock that I didn’t notice this before, as it is so obvious.

Simply stated, the basic proper Hermetic mode of operation in a human love relationship is for the man to lead the woman.

Likewise, within the spiritual neophyte, it is the indwelling Spirit (positive or male) that should lead the Soul (negative or female).

Though I don’t like quoting the bible, I will mention that it does say that in marriage a woman should follow her husband who should lead her to God, and lead both of them in general.  This is a remarkably overt bit of Truth in a book that on the surface seems loaded with hypocritical statements and undecipherable nonsense.  However, most people read that little statement about spiritual leadership and simply cannot understand its true meaning.  The result is that most Christian men use this little statement in the “good book” to justify all manner of unjust behavior and abuses towards their wives, all in the name of God.

What nearly none of them realize is that the statement is only true in an ideal type of spiritual relationship in which the man is already enlightened.  Only in this way can all manner of abuse and errors be avoided.

Late Night Analogy.  The thought just occurred that men and women relate to each other just like the Conscious and Subconscious parts of our minds relate to each other.  This insight results from utilizing analogy after comprehending the concept of the Hermetic Couple.

It is the job of the male-conscious part of the mind to receive information directly from God and transfer these thoughts and ideas into the female-subconscious part of the mind.  It is then the job of the female-subconscious part of the mind to manifest whatever idea-seed is placed into it.

This process that occurs in the mind is really no different from what we see in nature, with the seed falling on fertile soil and producing a tree or vine, etc.  In “Mother Nature” it is the seed that acts as the male, utilizing its DNA programming code to instruct feminine nature on what to produce, what fruit to create.  Each part is dependant on the other for fulfillment.  The seed is useless on its own.  Fertile soil is useless on its own.  Together, they transform each other into something different and greater than the sum of the individual parts.  The seed instructs nature.  In Nature itself…

The male leads the female.

This is the whole secret of Sex Magick.  In this esoteric practice, it is the duty of the man to keep his mind firmly focused on what goal he is after magickally, and it is the duty of the female to magickally manifest whatever was in the mind of the male operator, which is a natural ability of hers.  In sex magickal operations…

The male leads the female.

This is also the Key to correctly operating the Mind itself to create a useful life—use the imagination and will power (male functions) to access the void of the subconscious (female) and place into this mental “womb” the idea one wishes to manifest in the ordinary conscious waking world.  The mind is having sex with itself to produce your life as you know it.  Think junk, get junk.  Think happiness, get happiness.  This mental sexual activity is also the secret of Meditation and Hypnosis or mind programming.  In the correct operation of the mind…

The male leads the female.

These examples bring us back to the ideal correct Hermetic relationship between human beings.  Ideally,… The male leads the female.

No doubt this will be a huge shock to most women, who for the most part think that they are the real leaders in relationships because they almost always get what they want just by withholding sex from the man attached to her.  Such heartlessness & insanity are the actions of what we commonly call a bitch.  A bitch is a pitiful creature, a directionless woman who thinks she knows better than nature itself by ordering her man around.  All the world recognizes her and hates her, hardly knowing the real underlying reason for such universal disdain, which is her general rejection of the correct order of things.

Of course the fault is not entirely hers alone.  The reason most women turn into bitches is because the men they are with are spiritual pussies, for lack of a more attention-drawing term.

Most men are unaware (as are women) of their true spiritual natures or their proper roles in life.  Moreover they also do not know how to operate their minds, much less how to clean out the residue of neurosis that linger in the subconscious.  The result is a man who is led about by his own subconscious complexes and fears (as is nearly everyone).  The result when a man like this is coupled with an ordinary women is predictable.  She turns into a bitch and he into a henpecked husband.  Neither knows true happiness and never will, unless a drastic spiritual changes occurs.  Since this change rarely occurs in most marriages, the result is a national divorce rate over 50% and still getting worse.

Why does the woman turn into a hysterical bitch in the first place?  Fact is, she can’t help but behave this way because she represents nature itself, and nature needs to be instructed in order to be fulfilled, to be useful.  In nature, if the seed is of insufficient strength, imagination and will to provide the needed instructions, what happens?  The seed is destroyed.  It is literally nagged and bitched to death, in Nature’s own way.  The seed is attacked by nature itself, is abused by nature, corrupted by nature, and is absorbed by nature thru decomposition, literally vampirizing the seed till there is nothing left but an empty shell.

Take a thoroughly careful examination of any elderly couple who have endured an unhappy marriage…what is there?  An angry (bitchy) old woman and a powerless shell of a man (vampire victim).  Neither has any hope for happiness.  Both have wasted their lives.  Only death ends such tragedy.

Apply this same situation to the human mind and what do you get?  The same result!  Look around and what you do see?  People angry with themselves, mostly because their very lives are unfulfilled.  They have not taken control of their minds.  They have not consciously planted their goals into their mental womb of the subconscious.  They have reaped nothing with their lives and are now best with nothing but unhappiness and are angry (bitchy) with life itself.  Their whole life history is replete with dead seed-ideas that never came to fruition from out of their own minds.  Their own minds become bitchy and pissed off with itself.

Stated another way, the female subconscious half of the mind has never received sufficient mental stimulation from the male conscious half, necessary to arouse it into action to produce anything at all.  The result is a wasted life, an unused mind whose mental harvest fields are barren, strewn with empty seed shells.  The female subconscious revolts at not having been used, not being fulfilled and lashes out (bitches) at the conscious mind which reacts with sadness and depression at the messages coming from deep within, for it knows the truth of these messages.  The mind itself has been wasted.  And since mind itself creates life and the experience of life, the result is a wasted life thru disuse of the proper operation of the mind.

This is what one sees everywhere one looks.  Wasted lives.  Unused minds.  Untapped potential.  The subconscious can only return or produce what is plugged into it.  Since most people never operate their minds properly, they plug nothing but trash into their subconscious which manifests in a life equivalent to trash.  The subconscious mind takes over since the conscious is not busy leading it.  Most human beings behave like this without even knowing it.  They let their subconscious mind rule over their entire lives, simply out of lack of their own conscious effort at controlling it.

The result is that the manifestation of their own lives resembles the mindless, egocentric hysterical yammering of a bitch.

There is a saying—Life is a bitch and then you die.  I would also posit that the world itself, even the whole universe is a bitch, begging to be reined in and tamed.  Is our world anything but a fucked up mess?  Is your life anything but a fucked up mess?  Examine it!  Plato (or Aristotle??) said that the unexamined life is not worth living.  How true.  Your life will not become a peaceful affair until you make the sexual activity going on in your mind a peaceful affair.  Become Conscious!  Alert!  Aware!  Always!  Only then can it finally stop.

It is a little known perspective in spiritual circles that the spirit and soul are masculine and feminine in nature, respectively.  They are separate entities, though the words are often used interchangeably among spiritualists.  Being that they are of a different “sex” or more accurately expressed as “gender”, they are capable of sexual interaction, orgasm and generation.  Just as all living things of opposite genders are capable of such, so are the spirit and the soul.

How do the spirit and soul have sex?  One word—meditation.  When one meditates, one feels a certain peaceful sensation that is strangely (actually not so strangely) like the bliss one feels after a sexual encounter.  This bliss can be felt during the meditation and/or after the meditation.

But what is this blissful feeling that results from meditation?  It is orgasm, plain and simple.  Sex between opposites eventually results in an orgasm.  As anyone who has felt such, they will describe it as ecstasy or heaven, and even bliss.  This much is obvious.

What is not so obvious, even to most who practice meditation, is that they are essentially having sex within themselves, literally between god and their souls.  Perhaps it should come as no surprise that contact with god is blissful for a reason.  Few meditation practitioners ever realize this, and I suspect that most would be rather disturbed upon learning that every time they sit in a lotus position and close their eyes to “go within” they are getting it on with god.

In France, orgasm is called the “little death”.  Orgasm in men results in ejaculation (unless you are an advanced tantric practitioner) and a man’s orgasmic offering is literally a sacrifice.  It is with a bit of agitation that I state for the record that I know of literally no one, especially no woman, who can really appreciate a man’s orgasm for what it really is.

A man’s orgasm is quite literally a temporary death to his body.  During the building phase leading to orgasm, he is busy overloading his system with tremendous stress and energy, which eventually results in a sudden release of that energy thru a momentary and quite literal death.  Paradoxically, that death is felt as the most beautiful sensation.

Switching gears a bit.  Enlightenment of the soul itself is also a death, and orgasmic release as well.  It is the death of your own ego, which can be labeled the selfish part of your soul.  It is the death of your ego’s grasp to your attachments to this 3d reality, which results in a birth into another mode of existence.  The process of meditation itself is what brings on Enlightenment or death of the ego.  Again, this happens as a result of sexual interaction between the spirit and the soul.

Repeating, the spirit is quite literally a part of god, a divine spark if it helps comprehension, and is positive or masculine in nature.  The soul conversely, is a mirror of the spirit, like it but of opposite polarity, and is negative or feminine in nature.  During meditation, the male spirit quite literally has sex on an energetic level with the female soul.  As the meditation proceeds in time, an energetic tension is built up (just as in physical sex) as more and more energy is accumulated between the spirit and the soul.  Eventually a point is reached in the meditation where the energy must be released.  This release is felt as a tremendous bliss or ecstasy.  It is literally an orgasm on a purely energetic level.  The death that has occurred is the death of the ego’s attachments to things here in the 3d world.  This causes an increase in the blissful feelings felt by the soul caused by the influx of energy from the spirit to the soul.

Again, an obvious analogy can be drawn to the practice of tantric sex in which the man acts literally as an energy pump, filling up the receptive female participant with his energy until she experiences orgasm.  The difference here between tantric sex and ‘normal’ sex is that the man has no need to ejaculate in tantra, and in fact is generally avoided.  Rather he sacrifices the pleasurable feeling of issuing forth his semen, choosing instead to feel the uninterrupted flow of pleasurable energy flowing out of his body into his partner.  His love for his mate, in particular the godly spirit that lives in her, is the reason for his wanting to constantly give everything he can to her for it is her natural ability to transform his sexual energy that lifts both participants up to further heights of ecstasy and bliss.  In this way, they both experience a constant orgasm until they decide to stop.

In meditation, the meditator, using his willpower and concentration, focuses on god, or the inner spirit within him, attracting the godly spirit’s attention to his “bride” causing the spirit to “come unto” the bride of the soul and interact or have sex with the soul.  This action on the part of the meditator causes the eruption of bliss, which is the result of the love generated from the sexual interaction between the spirit and the soul.  But instead of creating physical children, the meditator re-creates himself body and soul, causing internal transformation thru the death of the ego’s attachments.  Eventually, all of these internal orgasms or “little deaths” of the soul result in a total death and rebirth of the soul which results in the final product we call Enlightenment, or Nirvana, which is the total cessation of the ego’s attachments, granting freedom or liberation.

Strange as it sounds, having attained Enlightenment can be compared to having a permanent ongoing tantric orgasm between the spirit and the soul, constant communion.

Liberation, I theorize, can be compared to a final super orgasm that results in permanent death or end of existence here in 3d, and results in a transformation or birth into another form of higher existence somewhere else, forever free of this place.

When I contemplate that too deeply, I find it a little disturbing.  A less disturbing notion would be to think of it this way.  Liberation is a letting go of this place (3d), so you can go to another plane (astral) to eventually let go of that too to move on beyond that (causal world).  Yukteshwar said he was waiting on an astral planet after his death while being enlightened here for years, waiting to teach students, how to further liberate themselves even from astral existence to move on to causal realities.

This end-of-existence type of discussions truly disturb me in ways I cannot describe.

The psychological imprints that are placed on society can have a lasting and dramatic effect on the human psyche.  From the time we are children, we are told such and such a thing is “bad” while another thing is “good”.  Such semantic hypnosis is cast upon our race on a grand scale every day and few if any people seem to notice, much less than recover.  Sadly, this semantic labeling eventually gets directed at individual people.  We are taught to quantify people into neat little categories.  Everyone, it seems is busy labeling everyone else at all times of the day.  We are labeled almost from birth by people we don’t even know, who use the narrow reality tunnels of society’s semantic hypnosis that have been imprinted on their nervous systems to describe and quantify anyone or anything, requiring no thought on the matter.  Like it or not, we regard others and pass judgment upon them according to these imprinted programs in our minds.  This is the beginning of (among other things) senseless discrimination.  That person is overweight and gets labeled as fat.  That person is a stranger and gets labeled as an outsider and must be avoided.  That person is poor and is to be pitied or even despised.

All of this programmed senseless labeling always has a terrible effect on the individual on the receiving end of such mind-numbed stupidity.  Or does it?  What if the person being labeled has no idea of how he is perceived by society?  What then?

Case in point…

All throughout elementary school and middle school I was in the Free Lunch program.  There were three different lunch programs in our school system in those days.  You were either in the Full, Reduced, or Free categories.  As the names implied, Full meant you paid the full price for lunch, Reduced meant you got lunch at a discount, and those lucky few who were in the Free program ate for free.  I say “lucky” because that is exactly how I perceived it.  I felt lucky to eat for free.  Honest to God, I thought it meant I was such a special little boy, that the school would let me eat for free.  In all my years of eating for free, no one ever told me it was because my family was in a lower tax bracket.  But being so young back then I don’t know that I would have understood that anyway.  But if someone had told me I was from a poor family, I certainly would have understood the meaning of the word, but I would have totally disagreed with that assessment.

The whole time I was growing up, my parents, both very industrious and thrifty people, never told me we were poor, or that our family may have been just scraping by.  Looking back on it, I honestly don’t know if that is entirely true.  Again, that is part of my perception.  Part of me remembers that we always, and I mean always had food on the table.  That experience alone imprinted on my young mind that we had no money problems.

Conversely, I also remember wearing clothes that were hand-me-downs.  I mean I am 100% certain that the overwhelming majority of the clothes I wore back then once belonged to my oldest brother (a full 12 years my senior).  I still vividly remember how much I hated that time every few months when my mother would have me try on almost every single piece of clothes I had, as well as the other “new” ones, to see what fit me.  It seems I never had new clothes except for shoes.  I guess my brothers wore out their old pairs long before my little feet would ever fit them.

These experiences imprinted on my mind that maybe we really were scraping by.  I have never talked to my parents about this, so I really don’t know for sure.  But being as I was raised in a catholic family with at least four other siblings living in the house at any one time, it is a fair guess that money was tight.  But to a mind still in the single digit years, what did I know?  All I knew was I had new food every six hours and “new-old” clothes every six months.  I may have well as been living in a royal palace because no one ever mentioned the word “poor” where I came from.

In Cajun country, people work hard and play hard, usually with more emphasis on the work aspect.  If you are working, you are earning money.  And if you earned little, then you were careful about what you spent, and were thrifty and frugal.  Necessity demanded it.  Pride and a strong work ethic permeate the land in which I was raised.  Many years ago, the Cajun people had an opportunity decide by vote whether or not we wanted to be granted official minority status, meaning we would qualify for all sorts of government assistance as any other minority.  We flatly voted “no”.  This is the environment I grew up in, and the imprints still are with me to this day.

When I was in school, and was eating for free, I literally thought it was because I was just a special kid.  Not special in the sense that I had special educational needs (I was a straight A student).  I mean special in the truest sense of the word.  I thought I was privileged and therefore allowed to eat for free while all my other paying classmates were suffering because they had to shell out a few coins a day to stuff their face.  Instead of someone telling me I was poor and making me feel like crap, I looked at my paying classmates and felt sorry for them. As a result of no one labeling me as poor (at least to my face) I never developed any neurosis about my family’s financial status.

The ordinary human psyche being what it is, my experience may be one of the few times in history when someone who might be otherwise be labeled as “poor” was overjoyed to not be “rich”.  Historically speaking, only saints, shamans, and yogis ever attain such a frame of mind, such a reality tunnel.  And that only occurs after years of spiritual searching and meditation.

This is an example of what happens when a human being is raised with an absence of any labeling in regards to what makes them different from others.  With such an absence of judgment, neurosis will naturally fail to manifest.

Here’s another analogy for you.  You may never look at another thunderstorm the same way again after reading this.  In this essay, I compare the similarities of a thunderstorm and sex, using as explanatory terms the ancient philosophical manner of understanding the natural world juxtaposed against our modern scientific understanding of nature.  So consider yourself warned.

For the sake of comprehension, when I mention the ‘electric’ or ‘magnetic’ fluid, I am referring the ancient philosophical principles or forces of expansion and contraction.  Think of it as a rarified way of describing the universal forces of heat and cold, if you will, which are really just opposite poles of the same thing.

Let us begin.

The sun’s rays warm the atmosphere thru the action of the electric fluid (heat).  Water vapor is released into the atmosphere as humidity, which becomes hot and subsequently rises into the sky.  The vapor rises and bonds onto dust in the air and when this dirty vapor elevates to a height with a low enough barometric (air) pressure, it becomes visible as a cloud, which is a just collection of warm vapor, or a collection of electric fluid held in suspension in a vaporous medium called humidity.  With more solar heating, the cloud grows in size, building up more electrical potential, or heat energy.

As the cloud grows, it has nowhere to go but out and up, building potential energy, and rising ever closer to a height where this mass of humidity first begins to interact with the cold air in the regions of the upper atmosphere, which represents the magnetic fluid (cold).

And there, high in the atmosphere, begins to occur the ancient philosophical, or Hermetic, sexual reaction between the polar opposites of the warm expanding moist cloud and the cold contracting air in the upper atmosphere, demonstrating the ancient Hermetic Axiom (Law) of Gender/Sex.

As the cloud grows further in size and power, it causes more interaction with the colder upper regions of the atmosphere.  Thanks to the Axiom of Polarity, which states that everything manifested contains within itself its own opposite pole.  This provides a natural polar channel to allow for interaction between the upper cold region of the cloud and the lower warm region.  The cloud is now literally a massive atmospheric expression of polarity.  Scientifically speaking, this a called a cumulonimbus cloud, the type responsible for thunderstorms.

Eventually, when the potential energies between the cold and warm sections of the cloud are at their highest, a reaction occurs high in the atmosphere at the uppermost levels of the cloud, in which a blast of cold air rushes down the center of the massive cloud formation (remember the polar channel?).  This cold air blast is felt on the ground by observers as a sudden chilly gust of wind that appears “from nowhere” while standing beneath a cumulonimbus cloud about ready to “burst”.  In fact the gush of air is called a microburst.  It rushes down the cloud and then out in all directions once it hits the ground below.

This downward draft is very sudden and powerful.  The microburst has been responsible for crashes of large passenger jets that are flying low to the ground underneath a brewing thunderstorm.  These crashes usually take place near an airport, as that is the only time such a large jet is so close to the ground.  The burst of air literally pushes the plane right down into the ground, regardless of whether the plane is trying to climb into the sky.

Back to the discussion.  Essentially, what we have is a manifestation of the Sexual/Gender principle, which has caused the cloud’s cold top and warm bottom to begin exchanging polarities.  As bizarre as it sounds, the cloud formation is beginning to experience an orgasm.

In the human sex act, as understood by the ancient principles, it is said that as the energy potential increases between the lovers, by the law of Polarity, an energy channel opens up within the lovers, and the exchange of energy causes the male to become like the female and the female to become like the male, each manifesting the qualities of its opposite within each other at the moment of orgasm.  The same is occurring in the cloud.

After this blast of cold air rushes thru the cloud (as though the cloud had a spine or Shushumna Nadi channel as it is called in Yoga), the cloud does 2 things at the same time.  Since it is experiencing orgasm, it will behave as such.  The cloud begins to manifest rain and lightning.

The cold air that rushed thru the center of the cloud causes the massive amount of water vapor to collect and condense together to form bigger and bigger droplets of water which will begin to fall due to gravity’s pull once the drop is massive enough to be affected by the earth’s pull.

While the rain is getting ready to fall, lightning strikes the ground (and Sprites, a recently discovered phenomenon, shoot out of the top of the cloud).  These energy bursts are the result of the cloud experiencing its hermetically induced orgasm, just as humans experience huge rushes of energy at the moment of orgasm, as though energy is flowing thru each participant.

Just as an orgasm reaches a certain level of intensity and lasts for a certain amount of time according to how much energy was involved in creating it, so it is with the thunderstorm.  The more energy involved in creating the cloud, the longer will the rain and lightning last.  The really large thunderstorms, called Supercells, can just be viewed as extremely intense atmospheric sex resulting in huge atmospheric orgasms, or as we playfully call it with humans, the “Big O”.

Analogy-wise, the rain can be seen as a charged alchemical elixir created by the sexual interaction of the combined electromagnetic fluids of the cloud, a physical manifestation of purified water that contains the subtle charge of the combined electromagnetism of the male and female sexual fluids of the cloud.  What we have here is akin to a Tantric sexual ritual on a grand atmospheric scale.

Furthermore, with every lightning strike, ozone is created.  Ozone has remarkable qualities.  It purifies the air it touches, cleaning the atmosphere, even creating negative ions, which are beneficial to human health and nature in general.  This can be seen as an atmospheric manifestation of the relaxed feeling and health-generating effects one gets after sex.

After the atmospheric orgasm is over, the lightning strikes cease and the rain diminishes.  All is calm and at peace.  Nature is refreshed and reinvigorated from the sexual intercourse of the cloud, enjoying the health and life generating effects of the rain and the lightning-created ozone.

Interesting huh?  I’ll bet you will never look at a thunderstorm the same way again.  And I wonder if you will ever play in the rain again…

I told you—you were warned.

The ancient teachings state that an enlightened man should be negative to god, positive to everything else.  Stated another way, it means that he should receive from god and then give to everything and everyone else from within himself.  According to the oldest teachings, this is the only proper action of an enlightened man, the only way to be.  It is this state of being on his part that attracts by polarity all other beings who desire to receive what he has to give.  Also, those who desire to find god within themselves especially attracted to the radiations coming from the enlightened man.

In an enlightened man, this attractive power is an automatic process.  He is constantly giving off positive radiations.  He is like a lighthouse, always giving forth his light, attracting all who seek the light unto himself.  An enlightened soul is always beaming forth divine light, which is recognizable only by those other souls who desire to have that light within themselves, because it is they and they alone who recognize divine light for what it is.  To all others, the enlightened man appears like a charlatan or trickster.  In this way, Nature hides her secrets from those unworthy enough to recognize it.

The process is also similar to a divine farmer who is sowing seeds of energy and divine radiation.  The more he gives of himself, like a giant fruit tree, the more highly regarded he is.  The more he serves in this way, the more divinity he manifests, the more selfless he is, the more people will praise him, although the goal of the enlightened is not to receive accolades.

From a hermetic point of view, all reciprocal action of the electric and magnetic fluids is the action of Love.  All actions that take place in the world of form, the physical world are really just the result of love.  God is love is constant action and interaction.  The only real love that is absolutely divine and does not require a requital from something else is a love that stems from the thing-no-thing called akasha, which is felt in meditation as a feeling of pulling out from the center, which indicates to the spiritual aspirant the direction all his actions should take—sending out instead of trying to attract to oneself from the world of form.  Again, this is a natural and automatic process of enlightened people.  This is also perfectly attainable for the ordinary person.

One way to begin doing this is to just BE oneself, to do what comes naturally, to do what one is best suited for, to be as you are, be what you are, which is a part of god living in a soul, living in a physical body, existing in the world of form, also called the physical world.  Just remember that the real source of all things is THE Source, or God.  It is found inside oneself.  All things come from within.

Even when things or experiences seem to appear outside of oneself, one should not be fooled into thinking that the thing seemingly coming from “out there” has its origin from “out there”.  Nothing could be more false.  Everything that comes into existence has its origin from the Source, which is invisible.  Funny how stage magicians are known for seemingly making things appear as if from nowhere, because that is exactly how human beings draw experiences to themselves, by appealing to the Source from within themselves to create an experience or draw to oneself a thing which has its origin from an invisible Source.

To constantly try to get what you need by ripping it from out of the physical world, or coaxing it from “out there” to “come here” is to operate in the wrong direction, spiritually speaking.  This is the way of selfishness, of constantly trying to attract to oneself what one wants and desires.

The proper way to live is to appeal to the Source found within for all you need.  If this is done, all that you need and ask for will appear as if by a miracle “out there” without you having to try to make it happen from the reverse direction.

Billions of humans on this earth right now think that the only way to live is to lie, cheat, and steal everything they want straight from the physical world with no regard as to where it really comes from, or if someone else needs that thing more then they do at that particular moment in time.  Everyone is trying to get what they want by ripping it out of the physical world, totally oblivious to the fact that there is an easier way, not to mention a more divine way of getting what you need for your life.

Since few people ever see how the divine process works, most simply keep doing the same thing over and over, staying right where they are, and getting no more out of life than what they are used to at the current moment.  This explains the tremendous inequity we see everywhere we look.  It is reflected in the old statement, “The rich get richer, and the poor get poorer.”  Those who learn the best ways to selfishly get what they want from the 3d world get adept at it and the result is worldly success.  Those who never learn such techniques usually stay at their current level of success or failure.

To live this way, in reverse divine direction, is to constantly live by one’s wits, always scheming to get what one desires.  It is the way of the insane, the restless, the unhappy and miserable people of the world.  It is a hopeless cycle from which there is no escape because it reflects the inner psychosis of the individual who truly believes that what is “out there” is the only reality.  If this belief never changes, neither does the inner torment felt by the individual.  They go round and round endlessly, never truly knowing their mistakes are causing their own hell, and they stay right where they are—in hell.  Hell is not a place to go to after death, it is a place one lives in here and now.  Selfishness is hell.  Vanity in the soul is the evil that amplifies all evil.

The answer to this eternal dilemma is simple.  Switch polarity.

If one wants to end such a hellish cycle of never-ending self-caused torment and despair, one must change the inner polarity from what one can get from “out there”, to what can one contribute from “in here” to “out there”.

This is the way of selflessness, the way of the adepts, the enlightened, the true human beings of the earth.

The way to stop being selfish and be more selfless is really not so profound as one might think.  The way is easily explained this way.  Stop thinking of yourself!  Think of others instead.  It harkens back to the old Golden Rule, doesn’t it?  Do for others what you would have them do for you.

Of course the first question to arise from desiring to follow the Golden Rule is likely to be…what should I do for others in the first place? This is not difficult to answer.  You need not look to anyone else but yourself for the answer.

Simply begin by adopting a basic suggestion based on the perspective I mentioned above; to look “out there” and ask how can I best contribute to improve what I see.   Just look within and see where your best abilities lie, and use them.  See where your inspiration lies and follow it.  Look within and see what activity excites you and just do it.  But do not make the mistake of thinking that this means just doing whatever the hell once chooses, irregardless of the consequences.  Remember to keep in mind that you are to do something that is of use and assistance “out there” and not to attract attention or reward to yourself.

This can certainly be a tricky thing to accomplish.  It is not in the Ego’s best interest to spend its energy doing things that will not benefit itself.  This incredibly strong tendency must be fought with all of one’s strength and cunning.

If you can discover an activity that most excites you and offers help and assistance to others with no regard for yourself, then you are doing the right thing for you.  In other words we call this, doing what you are meant to do.

This action of doing what you are meant to do is called doing your duty, or as it is sometimes referred to in eastern terminology, dharma.

And the action of doing your dharma is called karma yoga.  Karma is translated as “action”.  Yoga means “union”.  When you are doing what you are meant to do, you are doing your dharma which is a union to the action you are meant to do, which is Karma Yoga.  Explained another way, it is the work that comes naturally to you in this life, the work that you don’t mind doing for little monetary reward, or none.  Doing what you love.

Doing your dharma or what you love goes a long way in offering liberation from the cycle of reincarnation into the 3d physical world, which according to yoga philosophy is the goal of every yogi, to earn release from this physical world.  To reverse one’s polarity means perhaps more than anything, to not be attached in any way to the 3d world we live in.  To be attached in any way assures one will be reincarnated so as to re-experience what one loves to experience by way of attachment to something in the 3d physical reality, which is anything but real.  Do you see the endless cycle?

Reversing polarity is the fastest way to end the cycle of hell one normally experiences by trying to lie, cheat and steal from “out there”. Reversing polarity to selflessness is the way of divine fulfillment and liberation.  It is the way of bringing Heaven down to Earth in that you are busy doing a thing which is changing the 3d world in a way that was impossible by trying to rip something out of it thru selfishness.

Reversing polarity is doing one’s True Will, doing exactly what God wants you to do with your life.  When one does what God wants for us, happiness follows.  Life is a joy because you are busy doing your dharma, what comes naturally.  The thought of trying to attract to oneself something from the 3d world becomes laughable because you know that truthfully, the spirit of God that lives inside of you is the true source of everything you need.

Reversing polarity is the way of Divine Liberation from existence here in 3d reality (which is truly only a virtual reality).

The way of selfishness leads to death and rebirth, again and again, endlessly.

The way of selflessness leads to true life, and liberation from the endless cycle.

Isn’t it time to change?  Isn’t it time to get out of “here”?

Do you really want to hang around here forever?

“The world is a shit-hole, fully of shitty little scumbags who are scared shitless.”—from the film. “Armed And Dangerous”.

Generally speaking, there is no such thing as consensus in the world today.  There does not seem to exist one singular agreement on any one thing in existence.  Everyone has their own opinion about everything, and it seems no one can agree on a single damned thing.  Look around you.  What do you see?  Discord of the mind in everything we think.  Discord of the emotions in everything we feel.  Discord of actions in everything we do.  It seems the only thing we can agree upon is that there is generalized disagreement and confusion everywhere, bringing a general lack of misery and despair.  And no one seems to have any answers, to know what to do.

Sanity seems the exception, not the rule.  But why?  Why can’t human beings generally agree on anything, at the very least on a subject or idea which could be to the betterment of us all?  Why are we unable to bring our opinions to a sort of generalized consensus, even in matters of simple humane behavior that can create a better planet for all?

It seems an oversimplification to answer that question by simply saying that everyone just sees things differently.  But that is precisely the case.  Everyone does indeed see things differently.  But the sad hidden truth is this—everyone has no idea what they are really seeing to begin with.  (well, not everyone, but I will get to that later)

Said another way, everyone abstracts their own reality.  Reality is what you think it is—literally what you abstract.  Said yet another way, if you think it is this, then it is.  And that is correct, and yet also wrong.  Our inability to ‘see’ reality for what it really is has been the cause of all of our problems since the beginning of human history.

Our abstractions of what we ‘think’ reality is, are nothing but programs of thought and patterns of thinking that are subtly hidden within the nervous system and the brain.  Our abstractions are not what reality really is, but rather is an interpretation of reality and it is based upon what our neural pathways and synaptic connections tell us reality is—and that is simply not correct.  Only when you completely stop trying to interpret a thing can its nature truly reveal itself to you.  Only then can you sense reality for what it really is.  But this requires some effort at changing the patterns of thought within the brain and nervous system.  And that effort requires a proven technique.  That technique is meditation.

Meditation is a key ingredient to halting the abstraction of meaning from what we call reality.  In meditation, one holds the mind on a single thought, or even on nothing at all, focusing all the attention to the point of attaining a state where the mind is singularly trained on the chosen object of meditation.

If you meditate to the point of samadhi, then such an event can occur.  In samadhi, you and the object of focus will merge and it will tell you all about itself thru intuition born of meditation, an inner knowing.  To attain samadhi is to reach enlightenment, nirvana, or bliss, as it is known by many names.  It is the action of not forcing an interpretation on a thing or event.  It is the action of no-action, being without being.  It is the experience of the Enlightened Divine Mind.

Sound difficult?  Sure it is, as few ever even attempt such a thing.  But Impossible?  Of course not.  Others in recorded history have done it.  We call them saints, yogis, magicians, shamans, adepts, initiates, etc., (what is in a name really?)  Nevertheless, many have attained to this, the most supreme state of the human being.  Some have even attempted to describe such a state of mind in order to encourage the rest of us unenlightened mortals to do the same thing they have done.  Woefully few ever listen.

Becoming enlightened seems (and this is just one interpretation) to be a process of removing harmful and selfish subconscious programmed behavior from our reality tunnels and replacing them with positive, harmless, beneficial and selfless programs.

Enlightenment can also be seen as a process of becoming more Conscious and less Unconscious.  The more unconscious we are the more we REACT to every single stimulus that comes our way thru our senses.  Conversely, the more conscious we are, the more we THINK, and then choose to act or not upon whatever stimulus has come our way.

These qualities of thinking and choosing to act or not, as opposed to simply reacting are at odds with each other.  The more we think, and think clearly, the more conscious we become.  The more we stop, think, analyze and choose our actions even if it means not acting at all, the more conscious we become, the less robotic we become, the less enslaved we are to our unconscious selves, the less suffering we endure at the hands of our own unawareness and ignorance.  We must think, learn how to think for ourselves, and think correctly.  We must think, period!

After we eliminate the harmful programs in our unconscious, we must replace them with a minimum of consciously created, maintained and controlled programs that are beneficial to us.  These favorable programs allow the unconscious to function in a new way, allowing us to not have to think about being and living in a way that is divine, such as being unselfish, harmless, and kind—it becomes automatic.

This is the enlightened behavior of saints, adepts, etc.  They are fully programmed to function as realized, individualized-yet-connected, parts of God within the Matrix created by God.

This is done by work, plain and simple.  The work must take place in the mind, the emotional self, and the body.  All must be trained to behave automatically, as it were, as the divine beings that we are.  The more we work at it, the easier it becomes in time.  I really don’t see what is so hard about that.  The tiniest application of effort every day can bring vast changes to our perception of reality, therefore our world, and leads to a better life.

The answer to the world’s miseries and problems lies not so much the total cessation of thought, which is a goal of the yogis, but at the very least in the cessation of interpretations and judgments upon every single little thing in our lives.  If humanity can simply stop applying labels and interpretations to everything and everyone, then the world would be a much happier place.  If we are not busy labeling everything, we can focus on what is really important.

Lately, my mind has been rolling around with the idea of the future, mostly because some friends and I have been getting information thru dreams, visions, and intuition concerning the future. I hardly know what to make of the info, since not all of it seems to jibe with itself, but then again maybe it does?

I sense an alchemical process going on in the world today. Every human being is literally being cooked from the inside out. The process of alchemy defined in modern terms is simply put this way…the raising of vibrations. Imagine a thing’s vibratory signature being perfected to the point of being vibration-less vibration that gives life and death all at the same time.

I wonder if our collective human destiny is absolutely set, as in the very end of time we shall all return from whence we came, which is from God, who created everything out of itself, and is constantly re-creating itself, as in an alchemical process which is ever ongoing until everything that has been created is raised back up to the highest vibratory source from which it came, called Akasha, the vibration-less vibration, the no-thing thing that is the ultimate vibration-no-vibration standstill which is death, which is a transformation into something new, which is life, and hopefully more divine, according to the ego’s experience.

It seems that the experience of separateness of the ego inside of us is lessened every time we connect to God in meditation, which is internal alchemy, which means we raise our vibrations with meditation, until one day we can touch the Akasha principle in ourselves, which is a thing-no-thing from which all else springs. Akasha is like a thing-no-thing from which all is born and returns to at death only to emerge again in a higher vibration until it becomes absolute oneness with Akasha to the point that there is no more separation and no more egotistic need to experience the separateness that engenders the round and round aspect of what we call life which is a death-rebirth process until the ego realizes it is one with All and dissolves back into that from which it came, to experience no more experience, having manifested enough of the akashic experience needed to add its own experience to the whole of akasha, to which every other ego-being is a part of and adding unto along with you.

It does stop, when you add your experience to IT, when you see no more need to be here manifesting your own part to the whole. The ego-separate experience stops for everyone when at last they realize they are a part of the all and are one with all. Then the cycle stops. The ego is rejoined to the source to have no more separate experience again. Then existence is a oneness that really cannot be comprehended while in the physical realm of manifestation.

It stops. It really does. God goes on, but your experience is what stops. The suffering stops. The separateness stops. It does. Be at ease. Do your part perfectly in the meantime. It will stop. Enlightenment comes to all, even you.

It will stop for you soon. Very soon.

BUBBLES IN A MATRIX FIELD

One night, after emerging from a particularly deep meditation, I was literally horrified to realize for the first time what it was like to see all 3d objects for what they really are, or at least what it appeared to be to me.  All 3 dimensional objects appear to be as bubbles that grew from seeds planted in a matrix field, exerting their force and influence on the other 3d objects within the matrix.

Looking back on it now, I see that is was really a simple thing to have experienced as a shocking revelation, but that is what it was to me—an enlightening, yet staggering, horrifying revelation.  I still shudder sometimes when I think about it.

I remember sitting there in my lazy boy, fresh from a meditation, watching some comedy show on television.  And then it just hit me.  The enlightening, fascinating and grim reality of what was going on right in front of me.  What I was looking at, that television, was a solid object that first had its inception in the mind of a human being.  It all starts with an idea after all.  It all starts in the mind—everything, literally EVERYTHING.

Look around you.  What do you see?  3d objects everywhere, right?  Did you ever ask yourself just where does all of that stuff come from anyway?  I mean, before it is created in the physical world, where was it?  Who can answer that?  Did it come from God?  That is the usual answer one gets from most people who are even remotely able to think in even a slightly profound way.  And what is god, I ask you?  Ponder that one late at night when you are trying to sleep!  Anyway…

All that exists, whether you are aware of its existence or not, first came from an idea, which comes from an invisible non-region or non-space, if you will.  The mind thinks of and idea and the idea is “downloaded” from this nebulous place that the ancients called Akasha.  What is akasha?

Defining akasha is like trying to define a no-thing.  Not a “nothing”, but rather a “no-thing”.  What is worse is that the ancient spiritual teachings state that all “things” come from a no-thing, to which was ascribed the name akasha, since even the concept of a no-thing is a something and that something which is a no-thing needs a name for our limited minds to even speak of the no-thing.  Confused?  Too bad.  No one said reality made sense.  Look around you…does anything about your life make sense to you?  Anyway…

Ideas enter the mind of everyone.  The idea rolls around in the head for a while until one of two things happen.  Either the idea is rejected altogether or it is followed up upon.  In the case of a rejection, the idea found no fertile mental ground, so to speak.  And a seed, or in this case, an idea with no fertile soil simply cannot grow into the physical world because it lacks nourishment.

In the case of acceptance of the idea, the idea, acting as a seed, finds fertile soil within the individual.  This acceptance takes the form of an emotional rush.  Think about it.  How many times has someone given a suggestion to you, or you thought of some idea, and it just sparked something within you that made you want to do something with that idea?  Don’t even bother to try to remember, as it has been happening all of your life.  Everything you have ever done is the result of an idea that found fertile ground and moved you to action.  And that brings up the next link in the chain.  Action.

So you are moved to want to do something with the idea, emotionally moved to be exact.  You may even roll the idea around in your mind a little, modifying the original concept until you are really excited about following thru with the plan.  And then?  Action takes place.  You move to action and begin the work of manifesting the idea in your mind that has so emotionally excited you that you are now working towards making that idea a reality.

To make a long explanation shorter, let’s just say that you will do the physical work you must do in order to create what is in your head, no matter what obstacles are thrown in your direction.  Eventually, you end up with a finished product, a “thing” in 3d reality that did not exist before.  A thing that had its inception from downloading the idea for the thing from a big non-definable no-thing from which all things have their birth

And this, in essence, is what so totally shocked and amazed and enlightened and terrorized my consciousness that fateful night.

Everything is a like a bubble floating in an invisible matrix, which exists and is forcefully exerting its influence on the rest of the reality.  And if the thing is not exerting a divine influence that has the quality of harmlessly uplifting and helping the rest of the reality whose space it inhabits?  Then we love it and are attracted to it as such.  And what if the new thing is harmful and essentially uplifts no one and nothing?  Then at some inner level, we feel a sort of repulsion to the thing, no matter how innocuous it looks at first.

This last two points were, I think, the deep realizations underlying my reaction to seeing that everything was a manifested idea that to my eyes, looked like a bubble crudely injecting itself into my reality, for good or ill.  All objects in my house looked this way, as bubbles pushing their way into a field of manifestation.

Now if that wasn’t bad enough, while still in this sensitive state I turned my attention to my body.  Oh god…what can I say.  I even saw myself in the same manner.  I myself was a bubble injecting its effect into a space of manifestation, for good or ill.  Everything about my body was a sort of internal seed quality that was “pushing out” into the matrix field, sending forth its own external messages for good or ill.

And then being a man, the inevitable happened…

Want a good laugh?  Or a horrifying thought (if you are a militant feminist) Imagine you are a man experiencing this level of realization, marveling at the strangeness of the pushing-out quality of your own body…and you then have random erection!  Try to sleep tonight thinking about that.

If you are a man and want to know what that experience is like, I suggest you meditate deeply as well (certain entheogens would certainly have the same effect), until this level of spiritual realization dawns upon you…then you will wonder no longer.

And if you are a woman having this level of realization while simultaneously aroused, take a look at your heaving breasts, and wonder no longer, for in the world of Spiritual Paradox, there is no difference between a man’s erect phallus and a woman’s bosom heaving with passion.  The message is the same.

The human body is at once beautiful and horrifying.

SUPERCONDUCTIVITY, TRANSISTORS AND TANTRA OR WHAT YOU DON’T KNOW IS COSTING YOU A BUNDLE.

Do you remember some years ago, hearing of something called superconductivity? Once in a while, you might hear of a report on the news that some research lab has just made great strides in the quest for computer chips that can operate at room temperature while giving off no heat. What would this mean for the average consumer? For one thing, a home computer that generates no heat means it would not need a cooling fan positioned right over to the processor. Your computer would be in no danger of overheating, and would use less electricity. As of yet, no such thing as superconductivity appears to exist, though scientists keep trying to create it.

Let me interject something here. Perhaps you have heard of Tantra? Most people in our prudish American society have only heard of it, and know next to nothing about it except that it is related to some obscure eastern sexual practices. No matter. By the end of this little discussion, you will not only know a little more of what Tantra is but also see that it has a direct analogy to superconductivity.

The world of electronics was given a major shot in the arm in the 1940’s with the invention of the transistor at Bell Labs. (Actually, it was invented by T. Townsend Brown many years earlier as part of a Radiant Energy device he built, which was reportedly capable of extracting from the Ether about 50,000 watts of electrical power. He called this early transistor a “germanium valve” but was not awarded the patent because the eggheads at the patent office couldn’t understand what it did. Apparently, the fate of all genius really is to be misunderstood…)

A transistor is a very simple device composed of two electronic components called diodes, which are tied together to function as a single unit. A diode has the characteristic of being able to rectify, or change one signal into another. They are found in many of our favorite electronic gadgets. By way of example, it would be impossible to listen to a radio without the help of at least one diode whose mission is to take the radio signal, which is a form of Electromagnetic Radiation, and change it into an electronic signal that can further be changed into audible sound waves.

Think of this. If you take one device that rectifies, changes, or transforms one thing into another, and fuse it together with another device that does the exact same thing, then wouldn’t the result of such a fusion at least be geometrically bigger than what it was before? As in, 1+1=2? Of course it would. Two carpenters can theoretically build faster than any one of them could alone. The same principle is true of electronics. But thanks to the curious properties of a transistor, the overall result of the two fused diodes is a device that is far greater than the sum of its parts.

By their very nature, transistors transcend resistance, hence the name if you think about it. Now in a perfect world, transistors would be super-conductive. This means that the electronic component offers no resistance to the current of electricity passing thru it. Disregarding the occasional obscure report that it has been achieved in secret, superconductivity is a dream that the majority of scientists have not yet figured out how to do at room temperature—so far they have achieved success with superconductivity only at incredibly cold temperatures. Nevertheless, the point is that when you fuse two diodes together, they function together in a new and better way than if they were alone.  How do they do it? The answer really lies in Spiritual Law, specifically the Hermetic Principle of Sex. And so we arrive to the part of our discussion concerning Tantra.

It is obvious to everyone that when a man and a woman come together, they can produce a new product that contains everything of the parents, yet is simultaneously similar to and yet different from either parent, as well as being something more than the individual parents will ever be on their own. Again, we have a thing that is greater than the sum of its parent parts. But let us resist the concept of making babies for our discussion here. Instead, let us look at the practice of transcendental sex, or Tantra.

In the practice of Tantra, a couple seeks to surpass all of their own psycho-emotional limitations to arrive at a point of ultimate transcendence whereby their very bodies become like modern-day superconductors, conducting and channeling the flow of God right thru themselves. That may sound impossible, if not absurd to the western mind, but just because something seems unattainable doesn’t make it so.

In the actual practice of Tantra, the man seeks to act as an energy pump, continuously channeling his own electricity, or sexual energy, into the woman until higher and higher states of ecstasy are reached that eventually results in an orgasm that surpasses the ordinary orgasm of ‘normal’ sex. This high level ecstatic energy transforms, changes, and elevates both participants, pushing out the edges of the envelope, as it were, of each participant’s psychological and emotional blockages and resistance, until one day, thru the process of acclimation or continual adjustment (like body building), there exists no more resistance to the ecstasy being generated by the tantric process and thereby the divine couple achieve enlightenment, which we may call biological superconductivity. We can now say that the couple is a super conductive biological transistor, channeling the current of Divine energy commonly called God. The analogy to a transistor is obvious when examined.

Within the confines of a transistor, one diode acts as a “male” while the other acts as the “female”. In a standard electronic circuit, both diodes are linked to the same power source. The male diode passes a small current into the female diode, which has been waiting to pass its own small current into the rest of the circuit. But when the male’s current hits the female diode with a certain amount of force and pressure, the energies of both combine and flow thru the female diode back into the circuit with greater intensity than before, which then is recycled back into both diodes and the cycle repeats itself, this time, at a much higher level of current or power. The two diodes transcend each other’s resistance by combining forces, much like a Tantric couple does when practicing their art.

Can you see the analogy? In the practice of tantra, the couple is “wired” to the same power source, the divine energy of God. The man passes a small current of sexual energy into the woman who is waiting to combine it with her own sexual energy. When the current or energy reaches a certain pressure, the energies combine in orgasm and flows back into each participant, and the cycle repeats itself.

Whether we talk about the practice of Tantra or the action of transistors in an ideal electronic circuit, the result is the same—superconductivity. Superconductivity is a reality, whether or not our laboratory scientists have been able to achieve it at sub-freezing temperatures or not, though I predict that one day we will have it at room temeprature.

There is an undeniable law in this universe. If something exists in one form, it can certainly exist in another form as well. Light emanates from a candle flame as well as from light bulb filament. Each source of light is different from each other on the surface and yet the result they produce is for all intents and purposes, identical.

In a perfect world, an ideal electronic circuit consisting of ideal components manufactured from ideal materials could be tuned into the invisible ethers and subsequently yield vast, virtually limitless supplies of energy that could be tapped or siphoned to run your computer, home appliances, even your car if the engine were replaced with an electric motor. Imagine never paying an electrical bill again. Imagine never having to pay for a gallon of gasoline or needing petroleum products again. What would be the purpose in paying for energy that is free?

An ideal world? Certainly. Room temperature superconductivity…impossible?

Nothing is impossible.

The truth is, it already exists. The public just doesn’t know about it. Yet…