In meditation, the conscious ‘sexes’ the subconscious with an idea, such as with a Mantra (Om, or Om Namah Shivaya).  The whole mind, whose physiological seat is the brain, becomes infused with the idea.  The brain being the seat of the Spirit induces the Soul to manifest this idea in the body itself.  This takes place in the Nervous System (the physiological seat of the Soul), which is connected directly to the Brain.  The idea is now planted into the body itself as a virtual pattern that manifests within the Nervous system via the physical body, as the nerves are composed of physical substance.  The blueprint for the new physical nerves is based in the virtual idea planted by the action of the mind in meditation.  The mind planted the seed in the nervous system thru the medium of the brain, and the idea manifests with the material action of the physical body.  The result is a physicalized version of the originally purely mental idea and a new way of living results from the divine energy which passes thru the new brain and nerve patterns.

Enlightenment really is DNA restructuring and rebuilding.

Everyone abstracts their own reality.  Our abstractions are nothing but programs within the nervous system, including the brain.  Our abstractions are not what reality really is, but rather is an interpretation of reality and it is based upon what our neural pathways and synaptic connections tell us reality is—and it is not correct.  Only when you completely stop trying to interpret a thing can its nature truly reveal itself to you.  If you meditate to the point of Samadhi, then such an event will occur.  You and the object of focus will merge and it will tell you all about itself thru intuition born of meditation.

Becoming enlightened is, among other interpretations, a process of removing harmful and selfish subconscious programmed behavior from our reality tunnels and replacing them with positive and selfless programs.  It is also a process of becoming more Conscious and less Unconscious.  The more unconscious we are the more we REACT.  The more conscious we are, the more we THINK.  These qualities are opposites.  The more we think, and think clearly, the more conscious we become.  After we eliminate the harmful programs in our unconscious, we must replace them with consciously created, maintained and controlled programs that are beneficial to us.  These beneficial programs allow the unconscious to function in a new way, allowing us to not have to think about being selfless, harmless, and kind—it becomes automatic.  This is the enlightened behavior of saints, adepts, etc.  They are fully programmed to function as realized, individualized-yet-connected, parts of God within the Matrix created by God.

Magick is the ability of one individual to force a perception to be perceived in the perceptive reality tunnel of another individual, forcing the creation of a perception where before there was nothing to perceive.  Holy shit.  We are all just perceivers perceiving an infinite playground of raw vibration upon which god stamps out an experience which we dictate to him for us to perceive.  Time is the construct created by god/us so we could have a separation of those events we choose to experience.  It all exists already in the akasha which is timeless.  But with the construct of time, we can choose from the infinite akasha of ideas what we want to experience before reuniting with god permanently.  Enlightenment is the ability to totally reject all forced perceptions from outside and allow the complete total perception of god to shine thru.  Ego is your perception.  Your perception of your experience is accomplished thru your ego.

Open your perception and you are more enlightened.  Enlightenment is restricting ego-based restriction of perception.  Astrology is the rhythmic movement of planets, sequential within the construct of time which allows us to measure moments in the construct of time.  Things must change in time or else time is meaningless and useless.  Things cannot stand still.  They must change.

Samadhi is the perception of timelessness of akasha and god.  To live in a permanent state like this is to be without time itself.  To stop change within oneself is to achieve immortality, accomplished by losing one’s perception of the construct of time, transcending time itself, perceiving god’s timeless akasha self, one with divinity, no longer a perceiver but the perceiver and the perceived both at the same time.

Perception is an agreement, also a gamble, because if it is not the infinite perception, then it is false.  Your experience is an agreement.

I went upstairs late, smoked some weed and watched RAW’s Maybe Logic DVD.  I remember having some incredible moments of clarity in realizing that the whole world (universe too) is a program, which was programmed by all of humanity.  It is easily changed by changing what you think and desire, and will into being.  Our lives are literally an AGREEMENT with God.  We experience what we ask to experience with our thoughts, fears, emotions, etc.  We get what we ask for.  Our REALITY TUNNELS restrict us from seeing the universe as it really is.  The more we expand our awareness, the wider becomes our TUNNEL, therefore able to see more, understand more.

We ourselves are programs running all the time, communicating with god, making agreements, non-simultaneously apprehending interacting processing tuning in—ALWAYS.

Changing ourselves is as easy as changing a program.  And this changes our Reality Tunnel of the Universe, changes our data script to change the way in which we perceive.  This changes our interacting processing and tuning in.

Tonight, I was upstairs stoned on weed, when I decided to listen to some of the Requiem Mass, specifically the classical music version by Maurice Durufle’.  I ended up listening to both the Pie Jesu and the Sanctus.  I lay back in the chair to enjoy the music.  I had no idea what was coming.

First the Pie Jesu.  This song always reminds me of the perfect funeral.  And I found myself suddenly wanting to simply visualize my own funeral, but this soon turned into a vision that involved a dozens of miles long funeral precession, a futuristic ‘mass’ which was more like a wake, and subsequent burial.

I saw a long line of people lined up from the town’s local “Spiritual Temple” (as it was no longer a Christian church)  all the way to the Parish capitol (or County Seat), some 44+ miles away.  My casket procession went all the way down the bayou, into the temple filled with people mourning my death.  Many walked by my casket to pay respects.  I think I even heard the thoughts of those who mourned me.  I was a super Spiritual person of incredible renown.  I had done incalculable good for many, many people.  My casket was then closed, and we proceeded out the temple, where a hearse took my body up the bayou to my family’s cemetery.  It was filled with people around a central empty grave waiting for me.  There was a small service and then I was slid into the above ground tomb and it was sealed.

All the while, my vantage point or spiritual eye or visionary perspective, etc., would switch around quite a bit.  But as the song ended and my vision of the tomb sealed shut, my awareness and perspective shifted to my body, dead in the casket sealed for all time in the concrete tomb……suddenly I lurched upwards from a reclined position, muscles tensed tightly, my eyes flung open and felt like they had popped out of my sockets.  I was wearing the most horrified look on my face.  I THOUGHT I HAD ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED THE WHOLE THING!!  I was MORTIFIED.  I thought I had actually died and witnessed my own funeral as though I were my own ghost!

Up until this moment, I had been watching this vision (I thought I was just consciously creating it) as sort of what I was hoping to see at my own funeral, how I wanted it to go.  It was a fascinating thing to see, until I slipped into my coffin at the end.

I stayed in that horrified death grip body lock for at least a minute.  It took me a full five minutes to come back to reality and get myself straight.

Then I must have realized that I had been inadvertently been given a vision, because I suddenly had the idea to see what uncalled-for “vision” would come if I also listened to the Sanctus.  So I did.

As the song began, I found myself back in my grave.  I wanted to see a vision of what it would be like to have my soul rise to ‘heaven’ after my death.  My perspective switched to see the outside of the tomb.  I saw a Merkaba field suddenly created around my tomb, and start spinning.  I then saw the field grow brighter.  The Four Arc Angels then appeared at the four quarters.  The Merkaba field then became a 56-foot wide ship of light (as per the Merkaba teachings) encompassing the angels as well as my soul in one huge blob of light.

All of us began to rise into the sky, higher and higher.  As we rose, a column of angels appeared around us, to escort us, as if they were a tunnel of angels surrounding us as we rose, which got ever longer and longer, stretching like a divine tube of lighted angels into the atmosphere into near space.  The earth got farther away until I could no longer see it because of all the light around me generated by the angels.

Then the entire universe became slowly visible to me, as everything material in the universe, from planets and stars to entire galaxies, turned into bright angels.  All of it, the entire creation was a mass of infinitely numbered angels.  Then they all became brighter and brighter as the music reached a pinnacle, and when it did, I saw the entire universe emit unfathomably bright light.  The Creation was LIGHT.  And it spread into me, passing thru my soul as the music climaxed and started to wind down.

I then intuited that I was one with GOD.  Absolute unity.  There was no separation.  The universe was God was myself was my soul was my ‘body’.  I then perceived the whole universe as a human form of an unimaginably large Universal Spirit.  I shot thru that body at light speed passing thru all the different organs, vessels, etc., very quickly.  Then I saw that my perspective changed so that I myself was that gigantic universal body-mind-spirit-etc.  That was me, It was me, I was it.  I was the body of the universe.  The entire Universe is within my body.

I came out of this “vision” softly repeating HOSSANNA IN EXCELSIS,  just as in the song lyrics, and while doing that I realized that…

“THERE IS NO PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE WHERE THERE IS NO LIGHT.”

I repeated this sudden revelation again and again to myself.  The implications of this stagger me.  I remembered something about Auriel, arc angel of Earth, whose very name, I think, means Light of God.  All matter, all earthy element is really light.  There is light in Earth and the world of matter.  It is not a dead substance, nor a dead element.  It is the element into which the light of life itself manifests!

END VISION

Had a little vision of the human being as a consciousness that projects what it wants onto the universe, just like shining a flash light in a darkened room or onto a blank projection board.  You only see what you are looking for, what you want to see, and you think that is the universe, and that is your interpretation of the universe, contained within that narrow beam where you are looking and projecting—just like everyone else is doing.

During the MAYBE LOGIC DVD by ROBERT ANTON WILSON, I entered a trance, and tried an experiment.  I envisioned myself surrounded by dark purple light and thinking to myself, NOTHINGNESS, AKASHA…repeating it again and again till I noticed a change in the trance.  I felt like I was being pulled at from the center on outwards and I was the center itself.  I saw nothing, there was nothing more to experience other than the experience of being nowhere, a nothing that felt like being pulled at from opposite directions.

I have come downstairs after spending the whole night up in the den getting high.  I took a shower at midnight while coming down from a mild weed high.  I went eat and then went upstairs and smoked some of my 12X Salvia Divinorum for the first time to test it.  I took four hard and fast tokes.  IT WORKS!

I seem to have hit the same level as the first time at my friend’s apartment just over a year ago.  Once again I was having trouble seeing myself as some separate conscious, experiencing great difficulty in referring to myself as “I”, although this effect was not so pronounced as that first time.  In fact, experiencing this particular experience was very gentle compared to the first.  Maybe it is because I had some idea of what to expect this time around.  I can’t believe how easily I came down from it this time.  It has been one hour since I came down enough to move around and think again, and I don’t feel so shattered like that first time.  But still, I didn’t have experiences like others have had.  It seemed more like a replay of the first.  No wild visions, no astral travel, no talking to aliens.  I can’t help but wonder if I was not hitting the highest Salvia level, which means that even the first time was less than the top level.  I think I will experiment again soon and see if I can get higher.

If there was something different this time, it was the realization that I am a consciousness having an experience.  This life is my experience.  It is unique in the universe.  I seem to have been given a shot in the arm, reinforcing what I experienced on weed watching Robert Anton Wilson’s Maybe Logic DVD some days ago.  I wonder if these recent weed-DVD memories triggered the Salvia experience to be the way it was?  I would think it is different every time.  Maybe I unconsciously made it similar to the first, so it wouldn’t shock me?  I should experiment with it somehow to see how I could alter the experience.  I think I was at less than a level 5, maybe just grazing the bottom of level 5.

My god, salvia is weird.  It is such a strange experience, even if it has the underlying quality of a rerun.  Future experiments are needed.

God is dynamic, and ever-new, always moving.  So should you be also.  Satanic forces attempt to keep you static and unmoving, frozen in a concrete form that is attractive in form but leads you nowhere.  You should choose a vehicle to move you to god, such as yoga, hermetics, witchcraft, etc. and then use the damned thing.  Satanic forces seek to keep you from moving, always looking for a vehicle, spending more time than it takes to choose one, just like shopping for a car in a dealership lot.  The more time you choose shopping, the more time you waste not actually moving.

Choose a vehicle and use it till you reach the destination and then dump the fucker.  You don’t need a car once you arrive where you are going!  Dump the spiritual method once God manifests within you.

ATOMIC or NUCLEAR SPIRITUALITY

All is Energy or Matter—Wave or Particle and each is governed by the 4 elements and is a manifestation of such.  All is an emanation of LIGHT or VIBE of GOD.

And our Consciousness is also made of 4 elements, allowing us to Perceive the Matrix-Vibe around us.  But our delusions, Belief Systems, Reality tunnels, Attachments, etc., PREVENT us from seeing the Full Radiance of God’s LIGHT.  Clearing our Souls of the crap (soul mirror work) allows us to more accurately perceive each element, thereby allowing in more LIGHT OF GOD; eventually the process leads to ENLIGHTENMENT.

Every limitation stifles the LIGHT.  If you cling to something, you are holding a particular Vibe-Frequency within.  So as the LIGHT passes thru you, it hits the attachment, which is a resistance, marked as a certain Frequency, and creates the Reality Tunnel, within and without, that is plagued by that Resistance-Attachment.  Remove the Limitations and you remove it from the Reality Tunnel Experience.  No Limitations = Super Conductivity.

The MIND [“brain”] is the PROGRAMMER.

The ASTRAL [“nervous system”] is PROGRAMMING LANGUAGE and the Abstract Model Symbol Virtual Program itself, the Programmed Reality Tunnel containing our delusions, attachments, neurosis, as well as our wisdom and virtues.

The PHYSICAL is the OUTPUT, the result of the Astral Program Reality Tunnel.  What we programmed INSIDE reflects our Experience OUTSIDE, results in our View of OURSELVES & the WORLD.

The AKASHA is the “Matrix Field” in which all of this manifests.  Of course it is also where all of IT comes from too.

“You are GOD experiencing itself subjectively.”

“Life is a dream & we are the imagination of ourselves.” — Bill Hicks