CROWLEY & ‘LOVE UNDER WILL’ or THE MATRIX IS A BITCH
But now I think I am truly realizing the true meaning of “Love Under Will”. I could describe this by saying that the natural urge to do Love’s dictates must be controlled by the Will of God, or that the feminine Soul must be controlled and reined in by the Masculine Will of God, or else all manner of nonsense will be executed. Ha ha! Crowley has stuck it to everyone again. Once again he has masterly asserted that women must subjugate themselves, giving their souls over to a good man (note: read author ‘John Baines’). Crowley summed it up with this little phrase. The phrase is even a sexual position—the missionary. How funny.
The desire of the soul to simply “do” thru the sheer motivation of love is what must be controlled and quarantined even, by the spirit’s will. It is like the soul wants to use up all of the available vitality in a frenzied attempt to serve all by doing anything and everything that would come to it thru the mind. If it were not for the limiting and controlling aspects of the spirit’s willpower, the soul would have a field day, wreaking all kinds of chaos and havoc.
But the proper way is for the soul to receive from the spirit, instructions in the form of will, what they should do together. Basically what must be done is what one is meant to do, and also what is obviously right in front of one’s face.
Curious how this all fits what Baines says as well, in that the woman must give her whole self over to a powerful godly man to truly feel fulfilled. Otherwise you get a wimpy man domineered by a hysterical woman. Is that not what I see EVERYWHERE? Men constantly wondering if their wives will “let them do it”? I don’t think anything makes me feel so awful inside than to see a man give over all of his power to a stupid woman, subjugating his will completely, just to get a little sex, fooling himself into thinking that he is getting love. This kind of “relationship” is anything but love. It is control. It is the matrix manifested in a marital form. No wonder our country, if not our world is so fucked up. Everywhere there are women ordering their men around under the threat of no sex. It is enough to make men pay a prostitute for it. So perhaps they won’t get love, but at least they get sex. Geez.
What a fucked up world. It is the polar opposite of what is supposed to be. The matrix is seriously messed up, but perfectly engineered to keep us all under control. Everything is under control. Under the will, but whose will? Or the will of what exactly? We are domineered and controlled by what? Maybe it is the darkness (or demiurge) that the Gnostics write about? They said that the darkness wanted to create out of itself, free of the spirit of god that is needed to create in the proper fashion. That sounds just like Vanity or Ego in the Feminine Soul, rejecting the Male Spirit.
The matrix reminds me of a domineering bitchy woman, always offering all kinds of things you want to sense and experience, but just as long as you do what it tells you to do, and you offer up all of your willpower to it. The matrix really is a hysterical woman! Ugh!
My god. How did this reality come to be? Really, I mean how did this all happen? How is it that the darkness came to so much power in the first place? Damn! What a mystery.
