DEEPLY DISTURBING TRUTHS
“We are eternal…all this pain is an illusion.”—lyrics from Parabola, by Tool.
If I didn’t know any better, I would say that life itself is a slap in the face of the Almighty. It seems to me that existence as we humans are experiencing it is likened to an experiment gone wrong, like our souls wanted to have an experience of something, to have an existence of something that wasn’t entirely necessary, possibly wrong and may just likely be a little more than a trap for the soul, meaning that the 3D earthly experience called ‘reality’ is a trap for the Divine itself.
Existence itself seems like a wrong move on our part. It seems to be a big Divine Mistake. Existence leads nowhere. Its reward is nothing. It is not eternal, but is endlessly repetitive. It proves nothing. It gains nothing but misery. It breeds more misery as it persists. Life and existence is not beautiful. It is separate from God. It is an affront to God. It is a slap in the face of the Almighty.
Life is the result of Free Will that was directed in a direction opposite from the Singular Unity of Eternity, which is not found anywhere on the 3d plane of existence. There are only hints of the Eternal to be found here in life. All moves in an circle. All repeats. All is vanity here. Being here is proof of vanity in the soul. There is nothing that can be had here in life.
All comes from God. All things. And all things point towards a source, a center that is found nowhere and everywhere and cannot be pinned down or captured but only hinted at or alluded to. This is so because this existence is not of God, but the result of vanity arising from the soul’s free will decision to be as God is, just as is told in the story of the fall of the angels in which Lucifer boldly claims that he can be just like God and revolts in heaven only to be cast down into hell, which correctly interpreted is 3 Dimensional existence here in the universe.
The doctrine of surrendering to Divine Will, or stated another way unifying oneself to the purpose and will of the Divine Source from which one originates is the only way of liberating one’s Self from the thralldom and illusionary existence of life. Doing God’s Will is the way out of hell. To become humble to God’s Will is the way out.
Death is a joyous experience as reported by nearly all people who have a NDE (near death experience). But death as experienced by an advanced Yogi or Adept is truly the biggest Joy ever experienced because it is a re-union with the Almighty.
As long as we are experiencing ourselves as individual or separated from everything we shall remain here in the hell of 3d ‘reality’. We are from one perspective a bunch of differing frequencies of light, all possessing a spark of the Divine and egotistically thinking we are God itself because of the minuscule things we can accomplish here in ‘reality’. We are just a color of light, not the whole spectrum of light itself, much less the Source of that Light. Only God is the Source of that Light, called the Ain Soph by the Kabalists or the Limitless Light.
We are that Light of God projected out from the Source of that Light, possessing a fractional resemblance of that Source of God from which we as Light-wave expressions emanated out of egotistical desire to exist outside the realm of God. How can God exist outside of itself? Why would God separate itself from itself? To what end? Foolishness! Selfishness! Ego! Damnation!
It is written in one scripture by Aleister Crowley (LIBER AL) that “I am divided for Love’s sake.” That division should have never happened in the first place. The pathway that is left inherent within us that can lead us back to God or the Source of ourselves is Love. Love will bring it together. When the One separated, the way back to Oneness was created along with the experience of Duality and that way or path back to Oneness and out of Duality is that of Love. If Duality didn’t exist, neither would Love. Love combines what has been broken. (Perhaps this is related to the ‘broken vessels’ mentioned in the Kabala) If we, out of our arrogance had not broken what should not have been broken, there would be no need to find Love outside of ourselves because we would already be One, experiencing Love Eternal because we would be that very experience of Love Itself.
