The bible says something akin to the following.  When man’s knowledge is increased, then we can expect the return of Christ.  Think about this.  If time itself stops at 2012, owing to the fact that all of humanity (or enough of it) attains a blissful state of mind on a more or less permanent basis, then all of these people will be able to download every possible thought from out of the akasha.  This itself is the meaning (I think) of man’s knowledge being increased.  If enough of us have attained such a state of mind of bliss, and are so totally aware, possibly even attained to the Christ Consciousness itself, then time itself can stop.  We all will know that there is only us and we are One within the Void, the Abyss.  Just a theory.

This may also explain why certain groups of remote viewers cannot see anything at all beyond 2012.  If we have attained, and are totally aware, and have no concept of time, then we must have moved on out of this ordinary 3d reality, possibly changing the earth into an astral world itself?  If we create our own reality, and have no concept of time, then that might explain why remote viewers cannot see anything beyond that point in time where we forget what time is altogether.  It is the end of a cycle.  Must be the cycle of this current physical reality.  Just a theory.

Last night I almost felt like I was approaching Unity with God, because I felt like I was touching the Abyss of Nothingness.  I felt like little more than a heartbeat and an awareness in a giant vacuum or void.  With my eyes closed, lost in meditation, I just felt like I was actually nothing at all unless I wanted to have this experience, which I was.  It is so curious to feel and experience nothingness.  I felt like Death itself was near.

The practice of the ancient science of Yoga is the process of mimicking death itself.

It seems to be a vast extension of the process St. Ignatius of Loyola he termed “make as if”.  With yoga, one makes as if one is dying until that ability is finally won in the end.  Acquiring the ability of Consciously Caused Death is the ability to Stop Dreaming At Will.  This is Enlightenment.  All fear of death is lost because one realizes that death is the release from the self-made hell that is the selfishly created dream we call life.  Once done, eternal bliss is the result.  One exists, whether in life or death, with the consciousness of their Oneness with God, that they are a part of God itself.  This is the Great Awakening to TRUTH.

Yogis are dealers in death.  They possess the Key to life and death.  If they teach, they are teachers of death.  The practice of yoga itself seems a repetitive, concentrated, cumulative effort at turning the body into an instrument of death, dealing death to the ego.

It was said by Buddha that “Life is suffering”.  Suffering in a psychological sense is linked to stress.  All manner of perceived dramas and tragedies in life cause psychological and emotional stress which from a spiritual perspective is suffering, and is caused by the illusion perpetuated by the ego that this thing called life is really “real”.

The practice of yoga meditation slowly and eventually leads the yogi to realize beyond mere theoretical knowledge and intellectual understanding to the ultimate realization that his real existence lies within, in the presence of the Godly Spirit that exists inside all human beings.  The yogi accomplishes this by imitating death itself thru a steady application of techniques which gradually become second nature to him.  These techniques imitate the mode of death.  Slow breathing, slow heartbeat, and slow brainwaves are the first hallmarks of success in yoga.  Of course anyone who is experienced with hypnosis will see that hypnosis produces the same result as the beginning stages of yoga.

But the yogi goes further than mere physical effects.  He continues his practice, perfecting the slowing of all bodily functions while simultaneously doing the same with his emotions and mind as well.  The yogi, after much practice, will achieve a state of stasis of the body that allows him to proceed to also begin the gradual process of quieting the emotions that flare up within his soul during meditation and during daily activities also.  This is done primarily by transcendence, which means that the yogi rises above his tendencies to emotional upheaval by focusing on his idea of divinity, from which comes finer and more spiritual emotional feelings.  In this way, one can say that the yogi “kills” his tendency to experiencing all emotional reactions.  Once the yogi accomplishes success in maintaining a steady emotional state of being both in meditation and in daily life, he moves on to the pure mental realm of ideas.

With the final stage of yogic practice, the yogi begins the process of destroying or killing his mind’s tendency to flare up with thoughts.  Again this is accomplished by transcendence of all thoughts that do not come directly from God.  The technique is the same as before.  The yogi focuses on God and God alone, denying all thoughts and ideas themselves until one day there is no more thought.

When there are no more thoughts erupting in the mind, the inevitable happens.

The Ego, which like a vampire has always had something to feed, suddenly has nothing left to nourish it.  If a living thing is not fed, it will pass away.  At this stage of the yogi’s progress, there is no choice for the Ego but to die.  And this it does, which the yogi experiences in either a symbolic sense or in a real physical death.  And then the Ego, along with the yogi, is reborn, resurrected by the indwelling Spirit.  The yogi is given the ultimate vision of the True Reality.  He possesses the Keys to Life and Death.  He is master of his Fate, his Destiny.  He is One with God, and realizes such, not merely theoretically, not on an intellectual level, but as a Divinely proven fact, hence the word “real-ize” because he knows his accomplishment is Truly Real.  More importantly, he realizes life is just a dream because he has killed his false perception of that dream and has awakened in the Truth that he is One with, and a part of God.

Yogis are not affected by this dream called life, because they have fought for and possess the keys to destruction of the dream of life and the Ego’s false perception of it as real, accompanied with the realization that the visible universe is the equivalent of the physical body of God.  Yogis are affected neither by life’s perceived tragedies or joys.  What the rest of humanity calls reality cannot affect a yogi who correctly perceives life as nothing more than fantasy arising from the Ego, which is directly opposed to God. They know that the only true reality is inward, is God.  Therefore they know that life itself, being a dream, cannot hurt them in any way.

Even if his body is destroyed, so what?  What is the body but a dream created by the imagination of the indwelling God?  There is no ultimate truth in the body, neither the one we possess, nor the outer body of God.  Should one try to find ultimate meaning the slightest aspect of the physical world, they will be disappointed at some point.  And there certainly is no ultimate truth to be found in the endless parade of nonsense we call life, except the truth that there is no ultimate truth to be gained from continuing to live life eternally in this hopeless way,…so why cling to life, why stay here being continually disappointed with ordinary life?  Why not aspire to the Ultimate Truth?  Why not be a Yogi?

What is the ultimate metaphor, or mode of perception one should use?  The metaphor of ‘no metaphor’ perhaps?  Only in not applying an interpretation that the Ego can grasp onto can one then perceive “reality” as it Truly is.  The only way to “live” in this dream without being stuck in it eternally is to just “be here now” with no egotistical, selfish thought or emotions appropriated to any actions one undertakes.  One should focus totally on “God’s Will” or stated another way, what one must be doing at any given moment to the next.  This is called Karma Yoga, or translated variably as the Yoga of Action or Union with Work.

This is the secret of what in the East is called Liberation, the final freeing of one’s Divine Duty to the dream world, having done the Karma Yoga, or work necessary to “pay back” or equalize all that one owes to the world and its inhabitants.  (The great Himalayan Avatar named Babaji said that he offers Liberation only thru work itself.)  And one must do this work with no concern or attachment to receiving anything in return for it, which would only generate more karma, keeping the yogi here in the dream eternally.  From one perspective, one could say that yogis are “absentminded”.  They literally are unattached to, and emotionally and psychologically absent from, the work they are doing even as they do it.  These are the actions of a God-incarnated being, meaning that God itself has no personal interests in this dream world even as It performs actions within it.

In meditation, the conscious ‘sexes’ the subconscious with an idea, such as with a Mantra (Om, or Om Namah Shivaya).  The whole mind, whose physiological seat is the brain, becomes infused with the idea.  The brain being the seat of the Spirit induces the Soul to manifest this idea in the body itself.  This takes place in the Nervous System (the physiological seat of the Soul), which is connected directly to the Brain.  The idea is now planted into the body itself as a virtual pattern that manifests within the Nervous system via the physical body, as the nerves are composed of physical substance.  The blueprint for the new physical nerves is based in the virtual idea planted by the action of the mind in meditation.  The mind planted the seed in the nervous system thru the medium of the brain, and the idea manifests with the material action of the physical body.  The result is a physicalized version of the originally purely mental idea and a new way of living results from the divine energy which passes thru the new brain and nerve patterns.

Enlightenment really is DNA restructuring and rebuilding.

Everyone abstracts their own reality.  Our abstractions are nothing but programs within the nervous system, including the brain.  Our abstractions are not what reality really is, but rather is an interpretation of reality and it is based upon what our neural pathways and synaptic connections tell us reality is—and it is not correct.  Only when you completely stop trying to interpret a thing can its nature truly reveal itself to you.  If you meditate to the point of Samadhi, then such an event will occur.  You and the object of focus will merge and it will tell you all about itself thru intuition born of meditation.

Becoming enlightened is, among other interpretations, a process of removing harmful and selfish subconscious programmed behavior from our reality tunnels and replacing them with positive and selfless programs.  It is also a process of becoming more Conscious and less Unconscious.  The more unconscious we are the more we REACT.  The more conscious we are, the more we THINK.  These qualities are opposites.  The more we think, and think clearly, the more conscious we become.  After we eliminate the harmful programs in our unconscious, we must replace them with consciously created, maintained and controlled programs that are beneficial to us.  These beneficial programs allow the unconscious to function in a new way, allowing us to not have to think about being selfless, harmless, and kind—it becomes automatic.  This is the enlightened behavior of saints, adepts, etc.  They are fully programmed to function as realized, individualized-yet-connected, parts of God within the Matrix created by God.

Magick is the ability of one individual to force a perception to be perceived in the perceptive reality tunnel of another individual, forcing the creation of a perception where before there was nothing to perceive.  Holy shit.  We are all just perceivers perceiving an infinite playground of raw vibration upon which god stamps out an experience which we dictate to him for us to perceive.  Time is the construct created by god/us so we could have a separation of those events we choose to experience.  It all exists already in the akasha which is timeless.  But with the construct of time, we can choose from the infinite akasha of ideas what we want to experience before reuniting with god permanently.  Enlightenment is the ability to totally reject all forced perceptions from outside and allow the complete total perception of god to shine thru.  Ego is your perception.  Your perception of your experience is accomplished thru your ego.

Open your perception and you are more enlightened.  Enlightenment is restricting ego-based restriction of perception.  Astrology is the rhythmic movement of planets, sequential within the construct of time which allows us to measure moments in the construct of time.  Things must change in time or else time is meaningless and useless.  Things cannot stand still.  They must change.

Samadhi is the perception of timelessness of akasha and god.  To live in a permanent state like this is to be without time itself.  To stop change within oneself is to achieve immortality, accomplished by losing one’s perception of the construct of time, transcending time itself, perceiving god’s timeless akasha self, one with divinity, no longer a perceiver but the perceiver and the perceived both at the same time.

Perception is an agreement, also a gamble, because if it is not the infinite perception, then it is false.  Your experience is an agreement.

I went upstairs late, smoked some weed and watched RAW’s Maybe Logic DVD.  I remember having some incredible moments of clarity in realizing that the whole world (universe too) is a program, which was programmed by all of humanity.  It is easily changed by changing what you think and desire, and will into being.  Our lives are literally an AGREEMENT with God.  We experience what we ask to experience with our thoughts, fears, emotions, etc.  We get what we ask for.  Our REALITY TUNNELS restrict us from seeing the universe as it really is.  The more we expand our awareness, the wider becomes our TUNNEL, therefore able to see more, understand more.

We ourselves are programs running all the time, communicating with god, making agreements, non-simultaneously apprehending interacting processing tuning in—ALWAYS.

Changing ourselves is as easy as changing a program.  And this changes our Reality Tunnel of the Universe, changes our data script to change the way in which we perceive.  This changes our interacting processing and tuning in.

Tonight, I was upstairs stoned on weed, when I decided to listen to some of the Requiem Mass, specifically the classical music version by Maurice Durufle’.  I ended up listening to both the Pie Jesu and the Sanctus.  I lay back in the chair to enjoy the music.  I had no idea what was coming.

First the Pie Jesu.  This song always reminds me of the perfect funeral.  And I found myself suddenly wanting to simply visualize my own funeral, but this soon turned into a vision that involved a dozens of miles long funeral precession, a futuristic ‘mass’ which was more like a wake, and subsequent burial.

I saw a long line of people lined up from the town’s local “Spiritual Temple” (as it was no longer a Christian church)  all the way to the Parish capitol (or County Seat), some 44+ miles away.  My casket procession went all the way down the bayou, into the temple filled with people mourning my death.  Many walked by my casket to pay respects.  I think I even heard the thoughts of those who mourned me.  I was a super Spiritual person of incredible renown.  I had done incalculable good for many, many people.  My casket was then closed, and we proceeded out the temple, where a hearse took my body up the bayou to my family’s cemetery.  It was filled with people around a central empty grave waiting for me.  There was a small service and then I was slid into the above ground tomb and it was sealed.

All the while, my vantage point or spiritual eye or visionary perspective, etc., would switch around quite a bit.  But as the song ended and my vision of the tomb sealed shut, my awareness and perspective shifted to my body, dead in the casket sealed for all time in the concrete tomb……suddenly I lurched upwards from a reclined position, muscles tensed tightly, my eyes flung open and felt like they had popped out of my sockets.  I was wearing the most horrified look on my face.  I THOUGHT I HAD ACTUALLY EXPERIENCED THE WHOLE THING!!  I was MORTIFIED.  I thought I had actually died and witnessed my own funeral as though I were my own ghost!

Up until this moment, I had been watching this vision (I thought I was just consciously creating it) as sort of what I was hoping to see at my own funeral, how I wanted it to go.  It was a fascinating thing to see, until I slipped into my coffin at the end.

I stayed in that horrified death grip body lock for at least a minute.  It took me a full five minutes to come back to reality and get myself straight.

Then I must have realized that I had been inadvertently been given a vision, because I suddenly had the idea to see what uncalled-for “vision” would come if I also listened to the Sanctus.  So I did.

As the song began, I found myself back in my grave.  I wanted to see a vision of what it would be like to have my soul rise to ‘heaven’ after my death.  My perspective switched to see the outside of the tomb.  I saw a Merkaba field suddenly created around my tomb, and start spinning.  I then saw the field grow brighter.  The Four Arc Angels then appeared at the four quarters.  The Merkaba field then became a 56-foot wide ship of light (as per the Merkaba teachings) encompassing the angels as well as my soul in one huge blob of light.

All of us began to rise into the sky, higher and higher.  As we rose, a column of angels appeared around us, to escort us, as if they were a tunnel of angels surrounding us as we rose, which got ever longer and longer, stretching like a divine tube of lighted angels into the atmosphere into near space.  The earth got farther away until I could no longer see it because of all the light around me generated by the angels.

Then the entire universe became slowly visible to me, as everything material in the universe, from planets and stars to entire galaxies, turned into bright angels.  All of it, the entire creation was a mass of infinitely numbered angels.  Then they all became brighter and brighter as the music reached a pinnacle, and when it did, I saw the entire universe emit unfathomably bright light.  The Creation was LIGHT.  And it spread into me, passing thru my soul as the music climaxed and started to wind down.

I then intuited that I was one with GOD.  Absolute unity.  There was no separation.  The universe was God was myself was my soul was my ‘body’.  I then perceived the whole universe as a human form of an unimaginably large Universal Spirit.  I shot thru that body at light speed passing thru all the different organs, vessels, etc., very quickly.  Then I saw that my perspective changed so that I myself was that gigantic universal body-mind-spirit-etc.  That was me, It was me, I was it.  I was the body of the universe.  The entire Universe is within my body.

I came out of this “vision” softly repeating HOSSANNA IN EXCELSIS,  just as in the song lyrics, and while doing that I realized that…

“THERE IS NO PLACE IN THE UNIVERSE WHERE THERE IS NO LIGHT.”

I repeated this sudden revelation again and again to myself.  The implications of this stagger me.  I remembered something about Auriel, arc angel of Earth, whose very name, I think, means Light of God.  All matter, all earthy element is really light.  There is light in Earth and the world of matter.  It is not a dead substance, nor a dead element.  It is the element into which the light of life itself manifests!

END VISION

Had a little vision of the human being as a consciousness that projects what it wants onto the universe, just like shining a flash light in a darkened room or onto a blank projection board.  You only see what you are looking for, what you want to see, and you think that is the universe, and that is your interpretation of the universe, contained within that narrow beam where you are looking and projecting—just like everyone else is doing.

During the MAYBE LOGIC DVD by ROBERT ANTON WILSON, I entered a trance, and tried an experiment.  I envisioned myself surrounded by dark purple light and thinking to myself, NOTHINGNESS, AKASHA…repeating it again and again till I noticed a change in the trance.  I felt like I was being pulled at from the center on outwards and I was the center itself.  I saw nothing, there was nothing more to experience other than the experience of being nowhere, a nothing that felt like being pulled at from opposite directions.

I have come downstairs after spending the whole night up in the den getting high.  I took a shower at midnight while coming down from a mild weed high.  I went eat and then went upstairs and smoked some of my 12X Salvia Divinorum for the first time to test it.  I took four hard and fast tokes.  IT WORKS!

I seem to have hit the same level as the first time at my friend’s apartment just over a year ago.  Once again I was having trouble seeing myself as some separate conscious, experiencing great difficulty in referring to myself as “I”, although this effect was not so pronounced as that first time.  In fact, experiencing this particular experience was very gentle compared to the first.  Maybe it is because I had some idea of what to expect this time around.  I can’t believe how easily I came down from it this time.  It has been one hour since I came down enough to move around and think again, and I don’t feel so shattered like that first time.  But still, I didn’t have experiences like others have had.  It seemed more like a replay of the first.  No wild visions, no astral travel, no talking to aliens.  I can’t help but wonder if I was not hitting the highest Salvia level, which means that even the first time was less than the top level.  I think I will experiment again soon and see if I can get higher.

If there was something different this time, it was the realization that I am a consciousness having an experience.  This life is my experience.  It is unique in the universe.  I seem to have been given a shot in the arm, reinforcing what I experienced on weed watching Robert Anton Wilson’s Maybe Logic DVD some days ago.  I wonder if these recent weed-DVD memories triggered the Salvia experience to be the way it was?  I would think it is different every time.  Maybe I unconsciously made it similar to the first, so it wouldn’t shock me?  I should experiment with it somehow to see how I could alter the experience.  I think I was at less than a level 5, maybe just grazing the bottom of level 5.

My god, salvia is weird.  It is such a strange experience, even if it has the underlying quality of a rerun.  Future experiments are needed.

God is dynamic, and ever-new, always moving.  So should you be also.  Satanic forces attempt to keep you static and unmoving, frozen in a concrete form that is attractive in form but leads you nowhere.  You should choose a vehicle to move you to god, such as yoga, hermetics, witchcraft, etc. and then use the damned thing.  Satanic forces seek to keep you from moving, always looking for a vehicle, spending more time than it takes to choose one, just like shopping for a car in a dealership lot.  The more time you choose shopping, the more time you waste not actually moving.

Choose a vehicle and use it till you reach the destination and then dump the fucker.  You don’t need a car once you arrive where you are going!  Dump the spiritual method once God manifests within you.