According to the Law of Polarity, all things that we think are opposite are really just two opposing poles of the same thing, which means they are both ‘composed’ of the same thing.

With that in mind, I once came up thought up the idea that if sex is pleasurable, then by Polarity it is also painful.  This most certainly would explain the weird faces humans make during intercourse.  Maybe we are suffering from complete insanity caused by our failed attempt to integrate the opposites, much less simultaneously comprehend both extremes, and our faces show it during the act of love.

During orgasm, we experience the unity of the opposites within ourselves, but only for a short time.  The belief that we can Truly join on the physical level causes us to start touching which causes delusive pleasure, and all the while this activity simultaneously causes frustration that the desired union cannot truly take place, which results in pain.  The more we attempt to unite what cannot be united from our point of perception, the more we can get closer to that desired point of perception while still in the physical body.  The closer we get to a True perception of the Polarity-experienced-as-One, the more we feel the joy of Divine Bliss.  Yet while still in the physical body, the full experience of this state of consciousness still seems impossible.  Nevertheless we briefly experience a glimpse of this during the sex act, and we refer to this experience of One-ness as orgasm.

Maybe the reason we feel pain stems from the fact that we are trying to combine what cannot truly be combined, trying to become one thing on the physical plane, and it is just not possible…so we feel pain during the pleasure of intercourse.

Maybe the reason we feel pleasure results from the delusion that we could truly combine on the physical, from thinking that we are face to face with the aim, the goal of perfect unity with the other.  Or maybe the pleasure results from the union on the subtler levels, such as the astral (emotional) and mental (intellectual, mind) planes of existence.

Maybe we invite people to hurt us so we can feel a simultaneous pleasure as well.  Maybe a woman invites the man to hurt her so she can feel the pleasure of uniting with his Divine Energy (or in the case of selfish woman who just steals it from him).

From one perspective, sex seems like nothing more than a voluntarily engaged, mutual violation that occurs on every level.  While that sounds horrible, isn’t it exactly what is needed to help us to unite with others?  To allow others into our consciousness, hearts, minds?  Isn’t this activity necessary to break down the barriers that imprison our selves in suffering?

Life is weird, to say the least.

Teaching how to attain enlightenment is the unique ability of those who have already achieved the accomplishment of uniting the Polar opposites.  Or one could say it is the ability of someone who has achieved the perspective of ONE-ness, of experiencing all things in the Universe as One, all from the perpetual perspective of One-ness.

This experience of One-ness is felt as Cosmic Bliss, the tiniest fraction of which is most easily felt in a common sexual orgasm.  But those who can give the gift of this Cosmic Bliss experience are true masters, and only they can offer the experience of Cosmic Bliss.

Men who can channel the Spirit of God thru them are sexual supermen, capable of transmitting the Divine Spirit of God directly into the soul of a woman through intercourse, causing stupendous orgasmic bliss.

This experience is also transmittable from Teacher to Student in the form of spiritual instruction and guidance that are the trademarks of a Teacher’s Love that he/she is channeling directly from the ONE.  These beneficial rays have the power to help save anyone among the lost souls out there in the world, no matter how deep in the pit of self delusion they happen to be.  Meditation techniques taught by a genuine Teacher can produce this Orgasmic Bliss within the soul of the meditator, all by their own effort.  If the Student receives what the Teacher has to give in the form of instruction, and the student’s subsequent application of the mentally transferred techniques produces the meditative experience of Cosmic Bliss and One-ness, then I have to ask,…is this not also sex if only on a mental level?  The Teacher gives and the student receives.  Would anyone call a teacher-student spiritual relationship “dirty” or “sinful”?  Doesn’t seem so to me.  How can it be so wrong when it can produce the temporary experience of One-ness?  When it ends suffering?

Then by analogy, physical sex cannot possibly be inherently evil.  Conservative fundamentalists cannot have it both ways.  Either the phenomenon of Sexual Interaction is totally evil on every level (mental, physical) or it is not.  And if it is evil, then that sour bunch of folks must admit their unpardonable sins caused by the very act of teaching their views to their students, not to mention the act of rape they have committed on everyone else by their endless negative preaching.

Enough already with the whole “sex is bad” routine.  It wasn’t true when the universe was created, it isn’t true now, and it never will be true.  So think about that next time you go “a-whoring”.

In terms of love and relationships, it seems that we are attracted to the physical qualities of others that symbolically represent what we want to see within our own souls.  The people we find attractive are just living representations of the way we want our souls to be.

For example, a man looks at a woman and sees in her the ideal for his own soul.  Deep down he wants his soul to be receptive to God the same way a woman is receptive to having his erect penis inside her body.  He wants his soul to be like her vagina, ready to receive whatever God has in store for him.  He truly wants to stop being selfish and be more selflessly loving, like the heart of a woman is loving when she is linked with the right man.

Remember that the Soul is feminine in nature.  It receives from God the Source, which is masculine in nature.  One spiritual tradition holds that the ideal spiritually enlightened man is “negative to God and positive to all else”.  Viewed from a slightly skewed perspective, a man truly wants to be “gay for God” to use an slightly inaccurate phrase.  This inaccuracy results from the fact that a spiritual man need not be homosexual to find God or connect to the Source.   All he need do is to let his heart, his soul be receptive to God, so he can truly be a real man who projects God thru himself instead of being a needy wimp who will sacrifice his free will just to be able to have sex with a woman.

If a man connected to God on this Soul level, he would find a deep fulfillment that can hardly be expressed in words.  Once connected to God, if the right woman comes along he can decide whether or not to allow her into his life.  Then and only then does a relationship and sex truly become a choice that brings happiness, instead of a shaky bargain that breeds contempt.

For a woman the situation is different.   A woman looks at a man and deep down she wants to be as positive and projective as she sees him to be.  A woman is already receptive on the physical level—no problem there.  But on a Soul level, her own soul is actually the same as that of a man—feminine.  If she chooses, she can make strides to connect to God within herself and become enlightened through her own efforts.  This is one and the same as the practice of Christian nuns who “marry Christ”.  These spiritually assertive women are rare indeed, as most are programmed at every level and from every direction to marry and reproduce.

But for the rest of the female population, the ideal spiritual relationship declares that a woman is to attach herself to an enlightened spiritual man that is capable of channeling God through himself, of channeling the Divine Fire she so desperately needs within, so her soul can be fulfilled.

Only a spiritual man truly has no need to have a relationship or sex with a woman.  Only because of his connection to his Almighty Source from which he receives everything he needs can he truly provide what the woman needs.  He sees in her his own soul on the physical level.  If she is lacking something, he can provide it to her instead of selfishly trying to get something from her, (as most men behave), or giving in to her unreasonable, selfish demands (again, as most men behave).

Again, we see in the opposite what we want and need to be on the inside.  Men want to be as receptive and loving as a woman who is in love, and women want to be full of the positive divine energy that comes from a man connected to the Source of Love.

The Cathars held the view that marriage and procreation of children were sinful.  They also taught that the world was ruled by evil and was evil in itself.  With this in mind, it makes perfect sense that the Cathars held marriage and procreating children in contempt.

The very nature of the Soul is Joy, an ecstasy that is likened to a staggeringly powerful orgasm.  This ecstasy is a gift of God, of the Spirit that created the Soul in its own image.  To direct such feelings down into the body and out of itself is to direct our very nature into the world of duality and form, i.e. the physical world.  Children are the product of orgasm, but rather an orgasm that is directed towards the physical world.  Instead of using the sexual power inherent in each of us to experience our True nature in Union with the Spirit of God, we use it to divide what should not be divided—ourselves.  The result is children.

Physical procreation of children seems just another painful manifestation of the endless suffering that goes on in the physical realm, itself an endlessly changing series of changes that simply does not change into anything as eternal as the never-changing process of change itself.

The Soul’s very nature is orgasm.  It is felt as orgasmic Divine Joy.  Our bodies are the very outcome of that Divine Orgasm between Spirit and Soul, whose child/outcome is the Body/Universe.

When the Goddess first spoke the Universe into being, the first sounds to come out of her mouth was the OM NAMAH SHIVAI.  This is the SOUND of the Divine Orgasm, repeated mentally or physically as the Mantra, also heard as the AUM in silent meditation.

When a man and woman have sex and the woman orgasms, it is an imitation of what is happening on a level of Spirit and Soul.  Both feed each other.  Spirit feeds off the Love the Soul expels at his Desirous Behest.

Similarly a man feeds off the Love expelled by his lover/wife when she orgasms for him which should be his goal, to give forth Divine Joy to her.  If he sees his Lady as an embodiment of the Goddess and worships her this way sexually, he will ascend to Joyous heights he never dreamed possible.  The more he tries to please her thusly, the more he becomes like the God having sex with the Goddess, Spirit having sex with the Soul.  In doing this he becomes a veritable channel for Divine Joy to pass through him.  He gets closer to the Source of the Joy itself, closer to the Ultimate Truth.

Chanting ONS is physically imitating the sound of the First Divine Orgasm of the Goddess at the behest of the God.  This means that we can, through chanting ONS, surf the wave of the Purest Divine Bliss back to our Source of the Divine Joy that is coursing through both the male and female parts of our being.

Learning to have orgasms for the sake of worshipping Source allows one access to the Divine Joy of the First Orgasm of Creation.  This is like the last footstep before the door that leads to …Zero or Infinity…or Both?  Through this Joy we can go back to the Source and realize what we truly are.

I can only assume this is the experience of enlightenment.

From the Yogi’s perspective, death can be viewed as the body’s last valiant attempt to contain the Joy it has been experiencing during life.  When it can stand no more, the biggest orgasm occurs, the great Mahasamadhi that is the final death of the body.  Through meditation, the yogi ascends closer and closer to the Source.  One day, he simply reaches it and is given a choice to keep his ego and remain on earth for a while to help others to do the same and end their suffering as he did, or the yogi can surrender his identity to join the Source in total Joy for Eternity.

If the food we eat possessed just enough consciousness to fully comprehend and understand what it would turn into after we eat it, would they agree to continue to exist as food or would our food yearn to completely change itself into something else?  Something more dignified?

If human beings possessed just enough consciousness to fully comprehend and understand that they continue to exist even after death, would they agree to continue as they are, or would they yearn to completely change themselves into something else?  Something more dignified?

Consider the following in this way… food is defined as “what we do with our lives for the benefit of others”.

We all feed off each other in some manner, even in the mode of thought.  Even in the mode of careers.  We all feed off each other, but we also feed each other as well.

I suppose that thru this analogy, the Soul who feeds (by his whole life—thoughts, feelings, words & actions) to others the most accurate representation of the Truth of God would be called the greatest soul (mahatma) of all.

Such are the Adepts, Yogis, Magicians, Alchemists, etc. of all time.  They offer the “bread of life” by their work.

Now keeping in mind the food analogy, consider the following.

If we knew that the food (our work) we offered to the world would just be misunderstood, abused, misquoted and unappreciated, would we still bother to offer it?

Logic states that it is pointless.

Compassion states it must be offered.

The former is the left brain’s answer.  The latter is the right brain’s answer.

The middle ground states that you must offer your work to the world, but within the bounds of reason, meaning don’t completely neglect yourself in the process of doing your work.  There is only so much work one can do before the work itself destroys the worker.  There is no need to destroy oneself in the process.  And do not forget that the work must be congruent with one’s inner nature, or else one will not want to do it in the first place.  In this way, even if the whole world rejects it, one can rest easy upon death knowing that what should have been done with one’s life was indeed done.

And yet how many people are not even doing the work they are naturally meant to do for the world but rather doing what Fate forces on them, and doing it to excess which destroys them on every level, mentally, emotionally, and physically?

We are all suffering from Spiritual Amnesia.  We have forgotten we are One with God, with the Universal Spirit.

Maybe the function (or one) of the female orgasm is to provide stimulation to the man’s penis, drawing out of him the Divine Fire energy he needs to accumulate in order to give as much of this Fire to the woman, as much as she needs to receive.  (I am assuming here that the couple is practicing some method of Tantric sex and not just brute, animal-like physical fucking.)  It is a pleasure for both partners to be channels for this Divine Fire, for it is a Divine Emanation straight from Source, from the Universal Spirit.  It is God at its Finest, its Subtlest.  It is LOVE.

This is why the ego-mad people of the western world tell us sex is bad.  Because their Egos know what they have forgotten, namely that Sex can lead to a powerful Union with Love, which is God manifested.  Union with Divinity thru Sex.  The ego doesn’t want this, hence the ego-controlled masses of the world are afraid of this one spiritual practice that could ironically lead them to the joyous realization that God is within.

Open yourself to me.  I offer you love, bliss, joy, forgiveness, true happiness.  I am the Universal Spirit.  I am the All.  I am the Thing-No-Thing behind it all, behind what you love and what you hate and all else in between.  See me.  Hear me.  Feel me.  I am the Light, Aum, and Love beheld in high states of consciousness.

Your soul was created out of me like a fractal.  So there is a pattern of Me buried deep within you.  Seek ye that pattern and use it to find Me within you.  Identify with me as the hidden or occult ‘something’ that is behind all of your experiences.

Your soul deeply yearns to be one with me again.  Your soul is like a beautiful woman who desires her lover to completely, deeply and totally penetrate her.  Like your soul, she doesn’t have to do much to arouse Me to irresistibly draw my attention down to her, to fulfill her as only I can.  Really, all she has to do is be calm and receptive to whatever I want to give her, to be humble and surrender to my will, and just wait for me, like a bride awaits her groom in the bridal chamber.  Like her, your soul has nothing to fear.  There may be some initial pain, depends on you really.  Just surrender and know that all your pain is the result of garbage in your soul.  Slowly let me clean out the garbage and you will experience a never-ending orgasm of bliss, joy, forgiveness and true everlasting happiness.  Surrender to me, the Spirit that created You.  I yearn to come down to you as you yearn to come unto me.  I desire to be one with you and end your suffering (perceived or otherwise) as much as you desire to end your own suffering.  Offer up your pain and delusions to me.  I will give you Bliss, Joy, Love, unending.

The Spirit wishes to have Sex with the Soul.  If only the Soul would just let her guard down and drop her fears and give in to what I have in store for her… a ‘wedding night’ (read experience or life) of never-ending Bliss, one wonderfully delicious Orgasm of Bliss, Joy, Love, and Happiness after another, all night long (or all lifelong).  I never grow weary for I am One with the Source as much as I am the Source itself.  I am always aroused for my Lady Soul.  I am always erect and ready to throb my Love into her most vulnerable place, causing immense satisfaction and loving gratitude to explode out of her heart, coursing thru her precious breasts and into my own heart.  I feel my own Love returned to me, changed and overpowering.  I surrender to her offering even as she surrendered to me.  Now I have become like her and she like me.  We are ONE.  We exist in a timeless-time, in a place that is not a place, on the threshold between the worlds, emulating the Eternal Mysteries.

Imagine a truly enormous space like a parking garage whose lateral dimensions extend to the horizon.  Imagine this space is the body of God.  Where do we humans fit in?  We are the many millions of pillars that extend from floor to ceiling.  These pillars are made of light, of consciousness, of mind.  These are us, our souls.  The body, or the vantage point from within the huge space, is the seat of our ego, which thinks it truly exists as a pillar, as a thing separate from other pillars and the very space itself, causing the inner soul to forget that it is actually made of light.

All of us soul-pillars come from the same Source that is just beyond the floor and the ceiling.  We are even made of the same stuff.  And we are watching each other—incessantly.  We are watchers, observers of all that takes place in the space between all of us pillars.

Those who think they are truly pillars feel the need to move around constantly, upsetting the equidistant balance of space between the pillars.  They  also feel the need to attract attention from other pillars, sometimes even provoking the pillars to forsake their own inner soul peace and give acknowledgement to the selfish attention-wanting pillar, sometimes coaxing them to move around with it, further upsetting the balance of equal space between pillars.

Those who know they are not truly pillars are content to remain still in one place, in a state of inner bliss watching all the other pillars around them.  The wise pillars cease their calm state of being only when they feel compelled by love to help the other pillars to stop moving around, disturbing the balance in the parking garage universe, the body of God.  They help the fidgety pillars thru example and thru direct teaching to realize they are truly not pillars but light, literally pillars of light, which only appear to be solid pillars.

If all beings on earth (and the universe) could only realize they are pillars of light and not solid matter, and that they have all they need because of the fact that they are made of the same stuff that made even the garage in the first place, and in fact truly are that same stuff itself, then all would cease to move but rather just watch the world go on.  We would all appear to be perfect yogis, just sitting there for years, calmly watching the world around us go on and on in endless cycles until we die to this dream…and perhaps are born to a new one?  Or perhaps decide there is nothing left to see or experience and …sleep forever?

Not sure I can answer those questions yet.  Part of me still thinks I am a pillar.